Big Boom!

people change.

2012-02-16T01:33:00.001+07:00

It's 1.30 am now, I'м gonna have my Endocrine-Tumbang test tomorrow. Haven't feel sleepy yet, but I've lost my interest to study.

So, I just turned off the lamp, laying on the bed, holding bb and browsing random things.
And when I'м browsing, I found old postings of mine, my old writings, and my conversations with my friends on social sites. I just realized that I've changed a lot from past years.

The way I wrote, the way I responded to my friend's comment, the way I thought about things, it's just different.
When I was in High school, I tend to be careless, very tomboy and responded things harshly without any considerations. But it comes very natural and I found honesty in it.

Now.. I tend to pay more attention in everything I write. Although I want to write whatever goesi on my mind, I keep considering whether its good to be published, or what's the impact on my public relationship if I write this, etc.. Maybe it's because I've developed my self awareness as time goes by..I know how scary people judgements are (bcause I'м also the one who likes to judge people character by the way she/he does in social sites. It's quite accurate, actually haha,)
So, I can only express my feelings to my bestfriends, like what introvert people do. Well2.. Being a grown up isn't easy.

*I think this is the first confession I made among my 98 previous posts, lol. Yeah, this just proves how careful I am in writing things about myself (¯▿¯٥) *

Anw, this is just a random post I thought at midnite. Don't bother it. Let's sleep!

LUCKY 13.12.11

2011-12-13T23:55:00.005+07:00

I gotta say this is one of my best birthdays yeaaaa!

my SOOCA went well, I got 6 days off from campus before starting new blok (it's very rare to get a day off in my campus) after 30 days struggling with exam. the quote "after the darkness we'll see the light" is damn true.

the next good news issss: my sister has obtained her M.E degree today! so apparently after studying for 4 years she can finally get rid of it and university life (which in my opinion, is very relieving). don't get me wrong, I don't know what happen in other university or faculty, it's just I'm too tired of my campus hectic schedule. I wish to end it soon hahaha.

anw, 13.12.11, I heart youuu <3<3 *wish my next birthday could be better xD*

\(!!˚☐˚)/ \(˚☐˚!!)/

2011-12-11T09:05:00.004+07:00

This is insane.
I'm gonna have my second SOOCA right on my birthday.

Screw you, UHT -__-

these days had been so miserable.. I almost ended not attending my main exam on last Tuesday because of the acute diarrhea I got. around 11 hours before the exam started (11 pm), I gave up on my study because I kept rushing to the bathroom every 5 minutes. things got worse and my parents decided to take me to hospital at that late nite. I've been injected by anti-spasm and told to wait for half an hour in case there was an allergic reaction. so finally I reached home again at 2 a.m with better condition, and I knew if I didn't continue studying, my exam would turn out miserable as well.

with some miracles, I kept studying until 3.30 am (falling asleep few times) and finally hit the sack, then woke up again at 6.am to get ready for the test. I told it miracle because I didn't feel sleepy at all although I only slept for 2,5 hours. oh thank God :) it was my worst experience so far x__x" (up till now, I still wonder why my diarrhea didnt get any better before going to hospital, although I've consumed some antibiotics and anti-nausea at home)

so, back to sooca. I still have 2 cases more to be studied. I just hope I could finish it all on time and whatever case I get, I could do it well on d-day. it'll be a nice birthday gift :)

Hemato-Immunology System

2011-10-18T00:19:00.001+07:00

17 Okt'11. My first exam on third semester has been done....terribly.

There are many 'out of topic' questions that were given by one of our lecturers. Even if I memorized all the material on hand out, still, I wouldn't be able to answer her questions. It's just..beyond everyone's expectation! Щ(ºДºщ) even my genius friend couldn't answer that.

To make it worse, among 150 numbers of questions, around 8 were hers.(It's quite meaningful you know, if I have to mention around 30 other mistakes I made x_x).

So, in conclusion, my first exam didn't work well. Period.

I really wonder, if I don't pass on this exam, how could I pass the next blok: Dermatomusculoskeletal System? (Which as everyone says, it's as bitchy as it sounds cz there'll be extra portions of anatomy in it.) Yeah, I hate everything that involves anatomy so bad(╥﹏╥)

PS: *dear dr.E, you and your question sheets are very heart-breaking. Sincerely, the 3rd semester medical faculty student of UHT.*

vacation \(ˆ▿ˆ)/

2011-09-04T07:54:00.003+07:00

Am going homee right now! So happy to finally get to see my own bed in few hours.
7 days trip to BKK & SGP finally is over. Quite memorable, cause this is the 1st time we travel abroad without tour guide accompanying us.

We got lost often, asking direction to civil people using mix languages between English-Chinese-Indo in Sgp. Actually I love Thailand more than Singapore despite the fact that Sgp is much cleaner. But Thai foods and wardrobes are way cheaper than Sgp, even cheaper than Indo *thumbs up*.

I realize that I lack of exercise in my country, but here, we had to walk everywhere to reach MRT station nearby or mall near hotel. I think I'll have muscular legs if I live here for months ~__~

Shortly, my vacation turned out so nice and memorable this year, but gotta back to reality next week (12nd sept)! Ready or not, 3rd semester, I'm coming! be nice :D

cheers!

2011-08-09T17:35:00.006+07:00

happyyy! xD

I finally received my KHS (Kartu Hasil Studi) of 2 semesters in Hang Tuah, so I get to know my IPK (Index Prestasi Kumulatif). banggggg I'm so proud of myself for being able to get "cumlaude" *yay yay* with around 20 others.

its very surprising, really, to have IPK 3,82. almost impossible, because I have counted my IPK by myself before, and I thought reaching 3,5 would be a miracle. Thx God for His everlasting blessings! now my parents can relieve for a while, I know they worried about me and my study progress, remembering that survive in medical faculty is quite hard. (among 200 students, around 40 were failed and got to study over again for these 2 semesters.)

I'm very very satisfied with the result, yet motivated to improve myself in next semester beginning at September 12nd. wish me luck! :)

*for those who haven't passed... cheer up! even we're separated, don't forget that we're still 'Metamorf 2010'! keep your spirit, study and pray more. hope you all the best, friends.. jiayo!

HOLIDAY POST. YAHOOOOO!

2011-07-28T13:35:00.003+07:00

I LOVE DOING EVERYTHING BUT STUDY!
~(^_^~)(~^_^)~

closer to freedom

2011-07-20T10:45:00.002+07:00

fiuhhh! a little more and I'll get my long holiday! xD

It's so relieving that I've finished 10 exams from FBS1-10 and, 5 SOOCAs, a religion test, BHP
test, annnddddd, in less than 24 hours, I'll do my last test: 'Kewiraan' test. Yippie!

Holiday is what I really wish for since a month after attending university.
The heavy burden to get good marks, the stressful moments a week before exam, the pain I got whenever seeing unpredictably disappointing marks : at least a month of holiday will refresh my mind, keeps me sane in this hell of medical faculty.

SOOCA
yesterday, I just finished the my last SOOCA test. a very good ending SOOCA test, actually :D
it's a miracle that although I got the most annoying case due to the long explanation of it (took more than 20 minutes to present it in front of the doctors), I got 2 "golden" doctors as testers!
they ease me by not giving any questions and ordering me to skip all unnecessary things in order to make it be finished on time. really praise the Lord! :)

however, I heard sad news that one of my friend was disqualified. she failed to do SOOCA because she was accused for cheating during it. the invigilator found a piece of paper put under the case paper. quite unfair, I thought. it might be someone before her writing flipcharts on the same desk, putting the paper below (the test was divided into some 'kloters' according to your NIM.)

why must she took all responsibilities? without any considerations, she was kicked out of the writing room and lost her chance to present the case she got in front of the doctors. of course, she got straight E (0 mark). I couldn't imagine if I were the one getting that trouble. I knew that she wasn't the type of person who would do such thing.

be strong, girl :'(
we all believe that you're innocent. although you couldn't prove it to them, God sees all.

galau.

2011-05-17T12:54:00.004+07:00

aaahhhhh how I miss my 2 sisters! especially when I'm just the only daughter left at home, that "unyu" feeling often comes at night in our bedroom. it used to be filled with the three of us, telling story, joking and laughing before going to bed. now it's just me. all in silence.

not that I'm the only child at home, there's still my brother, but of course, I can't be so close with him.

I'm a little happy that my second sis is gonna go home in June, so I won't be so lonely at home. go back soon, big sis!

in our young ages haha.

effort + pray = PERFECT

2011-03-30T17:06:00.004+07:00

yeapp I have proven it!

I'm not that kind of person who is very religious and even fanatics. but I do believe in God's existence. I know that He leads me in every single thing in my life, so in every problem or hardship, I always pray and beg him to guide me through all of them.

I have proven it in my last FBS test and SOOCA (oral test), I did quite great job passing all of them, it's all God's work. :D

of course I studied hard, I believe that we wouldn't reach good score without making an effort.
praying without making an effort is worthless.

2011-02-11T19:39:00.002+07:00

nice one:

the storm was over

2011-02-11T19:13:00.004+07:00

--and the crazy week of exams is done!! *clapping* *crying in relief*

not really done actually, coz I still have an exam to be fixed, hm I mean like remidial test next week. and it's BHP! (wth I don't even know what BHP stands for @__@).
almost all my friends got under B actually, so I don't really give a damn about it haha. seriously, how could we study such philosophy, anthropology blah blah? hellooooo it's not our compatible subject, mister, so stop bothering us with those hard-to-understand materials.

me got C in that subject and don't know how to fix it in the upcoming remidial test huhu. such ironic.

anyways, it's my biggest pleasure to welcome my 2 weeks holiday ahead! *smelling holiday's air* (although it's a little contaminated with BHP remidial test =_=")

yum yummm korean dramas, western movies! time to take a revenge! 2 weeks ahead are gonna be tough for my dvd player and TV haha. work hard for momma, babe! <3

finally, like one of those motivational quotes says:

after the darkness, we'll see the light!

muahahah. joyful! joyful!

2011-02-01T13:03:00.005+07:00

"I cannot predict the future.
I cannot change the past.
I just have the present moment,
that I must treat as my last."

with all obstacles along my path to become a doctor, I mustn't give up. this is my choice. my life and my future depend on it. give the best shot!

get me outta this hell or kill me instead.

2011-02-01T11:51:00.003+07:00

4 exams (main exam, civic, religion, bhp) in a row are enough to make me depressed and frail lately.

especially if one of them is the hardest subject of all: ANATOMY! (main exam)

hell, I hate it from the bottom of my heart. why on earth should I study something so complex about body, nerves, blood vessels and circulation, and the muscles which the total are hundreds more less? tsk.

furthermore, I have no intention to get my master degree on anatomy.

I have been through the first exam : main exam. and I detect failure ~__~ histology is quite easy but of course, the main problem is anatomy! I know it's quite a miracle to get A or AB this time. ugh.

the second exam is held today, civic. and I think I did it quite well because some answers which I chose randomly are surprisingly right! haha my luck :D

tomorrow: BHP. I don't have any ideas what kind of subject is this. looks like unimportant and useless (ups) but it's worth 2 sks. can't help it. aaaahhh where to find some will and mood to study?? *sigh*

---2011

2011-01-01T13:39:00.003+07:00

finally, 2011 has come!

me and my family celebrated the new year's eve at loop yesterday. eating noodles, chit chatting and waiting there till 00.00 am to watch the fireworks! yeah, the fireworks is so damn magnificent! (all kind of fireworks seem wonderful to me since I heart them all haha)

so, as I always do every year, I've enlisted some things that I want to achieve or revise in 2011.

~ be more mature.
oke, don't laugh, anyone. I really mean it. I couldn't control my emotion lately. it turns upside down so often that sometimes my friends got frustrated. I should be more tolerant and kinder, I guess. I'm 18 now, so I think I should be thoughtful about others. one of my friend once said that I'm heartless. do I? haha.
I'm quite fed up with all bullshits of bestfriends forever or whatever and what I react is just raising my eyebrow. I know some friends really mean it, while the others are just saying something sweet and meaningless. luckily, I can differ which friend is sincere and who isn't.

~ good health for family.
mother and father are aging year by year, I hope they're still well and healthy in 2011. so do my sisters, brother and myself.

~ teeth conservation goes well.
doesn't need explanations. very clear =B

~ pass through all exams with A grades.
haha I know this is kind of impossible. but it'll motivate me to give my best for my parents' sake. I know they'll be happy if their daughter is doing well in university.

~ get more holiday!
seriously, this is a simpler wish than all above. but I doubt Hang Tuah will grant it T__T
I'm craving for more holiday so bad, hikssssssssss.

afterall, let's hope 2011 will be a wonderful year! leave the past and make an effort for the present. God bless! toast for rabbit year!

2010---

2011-01-01T12:58:00.004+07:00

it's new year everybadee!

sad news is...2010 is going to an end. I had some good and bad memories, including new achievement through this year.

2010 was the year when..

~ I first attended university life. although I'm failed to get Airlangga university student card as my father wished, but I'm quite confident I'll embrace good future ahead in Hang Tuah university. I met totally new friends, and until now, I'm still trying to adapt to the new environment.

~ I opened my online shop together with my 2 sisters: Aphrodite Fashion Boutique. I'm quite happy to know that I'm able to earn little money by my own. It's quite profitable, but yeah...recently we're gaining less and less profits. sad news it is.

~ I went to Thailand - Hongkong - Macau. it's my second overseas trip with family and I'm really really happy, eventhough my 2nd sister and my brother couldn't join us. Macau is great, specially the Venetian! thumbs up!!

all gold atmosphere at Venetian Hotel. love it.

~ it's the first time my family is separated for a long time. yes, my second sister lives far away from us for 9 months. it's about her projects at hospitality management she took. 3 months to study Chinese at Guang Zhou, and the rest 6 months to work at Zhong Shan. Jia youuu sis, still about 5 months to go!!

~ still remember my new year 2010 wish that I wanted to do something about my teeth? yey, finally I'm going to use bracket (if I'm not using wrong phrase), just about the end of the year hahaha. nevermind, at least I fulfilled my wish.

there're still lots of things I did in 2010. some are memorable, the others are just sad memories.
anyway, welcome 2011!! be good to me :)

high school friends.

2010-12-27T11:54:00.002+07:00

holiday and christmas has come. it surely brought me joy and peace.
there's nothing more worthy than having quality time at home lol. (what I mean quality here is sleeping, reading novels, dvd-ing and sort of things.)

and one more important thing isss, my high school friends are back to Surabaya to have their holiday! yeah. been very tired after seeing too many dramas in university (friends fighting each other because some simple things), it's really fun to have my old friends here.
we hang out together, share our experiences and being frank about everything without worrying that they might have bad feeling about me. that's a big difference if I compare to my campus friends. how I miss them so much.

anywayy, I still get a week to refresh myself become going back to campus. let's spend it wisely (read: have fun). wohoooo! ~

a word to cheer myself.

2010-12-27T11:42:00.003+07:00

this blog is becoming less and less productive haha. I feel like it's going to be inactive soon, just a matter of time :(

I got so little spare time in university, studying kept me away from doing such thing like this.
I realized that attending university is not as easy as high school, so in order to get good mark, I study quite hard and obviously it works :) at least I had my remedial test only once to improve my mark from B to A. (really thank God!)

even when christmas almost came (a week ago), I still didn't get a holiday. I had 2 tests before I could obtain my freedom. how lucky I am -__-"

but I believe strong will can make me survive in university. there's still 5 years to go and it'll be getting harder and harder. keep fighting!! yooosshh!

heartbeat.

2010-12-01T13:36:00.003+07:00

dag dig dug.
geez I'm throbbing so hard, waiting my FBS 3 (exam) score..

it should have been posted in RSAL since 2 hours ago but some technical faults delayed it ~__~

I'm gonna explain the score mechanism.
it is alphabetical, not numerical. so it stands around A, AB, B, BC, C, CD, D and E (the worst). students need to achieve at least B or BC to pass.

but if I can't get the highest score (A), I still have a second chance to reach the A grade (kinda not fair for students with AB, B or BC if they do not take the retest), but of course, it costs 60000 rupiahs (money and moneeeyyy) and the questions are totally different from the first test. I also gonna have the retest only 2 days after the score has been posted. :(

sooo, yesterday I just had the test, and now, here I am sitting in front of laptop, waiting for the score. seriously, what took it so long? :s

dear God, please please give me the best score (A or AB) so that I don't have to pay 60000 rupiahs for the silly 2nd test. *pray*

dag dig dug dag dig dug dag dig dug +_+

a very precious free time \(^o^)/

2010-11-10T17:41:00.003+07:00

soooo... after grumbling for a long time because of lacking free time, finally I got it!

hahah, it's because there're still few days before next exam: midterm tests! I guess I'll keep posting in here until I must study for the test mwehehe :3

what am I doing during my very rare free time? nothing. I'm not in the mood to watch Korean drama because I know, once I watch it, I couldn't stop, and at the end, it'll make me too lazy to study :p.

so I just read some recaps of dramas from JavaBeans blogspot. it's awesome! *a kind of advertisement haha* it took little time to know the whole stories, also, I got plenty new recommended dramas from the blog.

another activity I did today? hmm..
just skype-ing with my sister who is studying at Guangzhou. have an unimportant chit chat haha.

c u later! ;D

exams exams exams ...

2010-11-10T14:29:00.004+07:00

my brain is fully saturated! aaaaaaaaaaaa.

I'm trapped in the realm where exams are like breakfast everyday.

STUDY STUDY STUDY :S
I didn't expect that medical faculty would be so busy like this. blame the KBK curriculum -__-

last week, I had my second FBS (Fundamental of Biochemistry Science) exam and thank God I got a satisfying result (factor luck I think).

this Monday, I had my SOOCA (Student Objective Oral Case Analysis, CMIIW). so we must explain about 1 case in front of 2 doctors whom will give our scores regarding to our presentation and our ability to answer their questions. poor me, I got the hardest case! (case 3: cyanide intoxication.)

this is a picture to imagine how SOOCA is like. quite similar I think, lol.

and I guess, next week I'll have mid term tests, and I'm not happy at all. ahhhh how I'm craving for a long holiday! X(

after all, high school is the best. no need to study everyday, we can just have fun and make friends. I wish I could go back to those moments.. >_<

cleverness is not really necessary but becoming diligent is a MUST!
never give up!

I hope I could survive till I get my degree and become a real doctor. amen. :)

OSPEK 2 : OMBAK 2010

2010-09-08T14:21:00.005+07:00

yak, stelah 5 hari penuh derita di Prodammaba, esoknya para maba FK (fakultas kedokteran) UHT harus menempuh yg namanya OMBAK (Orientasi Mahasiswa Baru Fakultas Kedokteran) 2010.

menderita? jelas.

tertantang? tidak sama skali. disaat kami membutuhkan liburan stelah 5 hari di neraka, para maba fk harus menghadapi "OMBAK". fyi, pelaksanaan OMBAK itu pada pekan lebaran, yg berarti para panitia tdk bertenggang rasa sama skali! gmn dengan yg muslim yg pingin lebaran? gmn dengan orang2 yg sudah menyusun rencana liburan??

padahal fakultas2 lain melaksanakan ospek fakultas mereka stelah tanggal 20. aaargh! unfair.

di OMBAK, kami dibagi menjadi 10 klompok yg masing2 beranggotakan skitar 18 org (jumlah maba fk 2010: 180 org).

nama kelompokku : AMINO GLIKOSID.
ilmiah sekalee. oh ya, ada perbedaan yg amat mendasar antara OMBAK dan Prodammaba. di antaranya:

1. di Prodammaba, saat evaluasi MABA dituntut untuk menundukkan kepala. ga nunduk berati fatal. di OMBAK, kami harus slalu menegakkan kepala saat dimarai. nunduk brati pengecut --> diomeli habis2an.

2. saat Prodammaba, kami dijemur habis2an. panitia sengaja menempatkan kami di lapangan saat sinar mthri lagi terik2nya. namun saat OMBAK, panitianya malah nuntut untuk berteduh, mencari tempat yg rindang dan sejuk. begitu absurd.

3. saat Prodammaba, per kelompok ada 2 Pokbing (kelompok pembimbing?) yg mengurusi sgala keperluan kami, memberi perbekalan dan mengatur kelompok. di OMBAK, smuanya wajib diatur sendiri, dikoordinasi oleh Komting (ketua) dan Wa-komting. seluruh angkatan wajib seragam segala keperluannya, spt minuman UHT, makanan seragam, tas, keplek dsb. kesalahan 1 orang, 1 angkatan yg bertanggung jwb.

4. meskipun saya kira mahasiswa FK jauh lebih beradab, ternyata tetap saja kami MABA masih dibentak2, dimaki2 atas ketidakkompakan kami dan kesalahan2 lainnya. sedangkan pada prodammaba, kami dibentak2 hanya saat sesi evaluasi.

oh ya, persamaannya ialah kami harus duduk di lantai. tapi di OMBAK, untuk berdiri dan duduk ada password tersendiri.
untuk berdiri: OMBAK sudah datangg!! (diikuti gaya2 abnormal sblm berdiri)
untuk duduk : OMBAK sudah reda!! (diikuti gaya2 aneh sblm benar2 duduk)

tiap hari kami dituntut menghafal beberapa lagu kedokteran. minimal 2 lagu per harinya. contoh:

ANATOMY SONG
kranialis, torakal, abdomen. braki antebraki palmar. femularis, urogenital, gluteus, pattela. fibularis, tibialis, pedis.
(half cucakrowo song)

KREB SONG
oksaloasetat. sitrat, isositrat. alfaketoglutarat. suksinil suksinat. fumalat, malat.
(nada ga jelas)

DIGEST SONG
dari cavum oris ke esofagus. masuk ke gastral lalu ke intestinum. yg pertama intestinum tenue crassum. masuk ke rectum, lalu ke anus. stractus digestivus. *gaya terakhir: pukul pantat (-_-!!)*
(nada : lagu dangdut, Kopi dangdut)

RESPIRATORY SONG
nasal2, nasofaring. faring2 trakea. bronkus2, bronkiolus. lalu ke alveolus. pulmo dekstra, pulmo sinistra, ada dalam pleura..aa..a. inspirasi, ekspirasi, stractus respiratorius.
(nada : Naik2 ke Puncak Gunung)

OSSA CRANII

oksipital, frontalee. temporal, parietal. mandibula, maksila.. sphenoid zigomati(?) palatum blahblah *blom hapal*
(nada : Balonku)

dan lain sebagainya. smua lagu wajibb dihapal beserta gerakannya. oh my god, Ombak ini membuatku gilaa! tiap hari tidak pernah tidur lebih dari 4 jam! hiks. tugas seabrek, terutama tugas2 tutorial. FK UHT menggunakan kurikulum KBK, yg artinya Maba dituntut aktif. salah satunya dengan adanya tutorial 3x seminggu.
tiap kelompok kecil mahasiswa mempelajari suatu kasus (dtulis dalam bhs inggris ~__~) dalam satu ruangan kelas. diawasi oleh dosen pembimbing. diskusi aktif dilakukan dan pembahasan akhir juga.

merepotkannn!!! aku baru tau pas sudah masuk gini.
.......

OSPEK 1 : PRODAMMABA

2010-09-08T13:19:00.006+07:00

Hang tuah, bluee campus, my future, my dream, blah2.

di sanalah ku kan menghabiskan 6 tahun ku yg berharga ~__~

sblm mulai kuliah, ada ospek yg hrs diikuti maba (mahasiswa baru) : ospek universitas dan ospek fakultas.

ospek univ: PRODAMMABA (Program Pendampingan Mahasiswa Baru).

pantaskah disebut sebagai Prodammaba? TIDAK. bagian mananya yg bsa disebut sebagai "pendampingan"?? seharusnya lebih tepat disebut PROPERMABA (Program Perpeloncoan Mahasiswa Baru).

MABA dibagi menjadi 10 kelompok besar yg beranggotakan skitar 50 org masing2nya. pembagian kelompok diurut bdasae NIM (nomor induk mahasiswa) dan dicampur dariberbagai fakultas. saya tergabung dlm kelompok 1, KRI DEWARUCI.

dari hari pertama sampe ke-5, kami digilas habis oleh tugas2 yg menumpuk sangatt. hampir smuanya yaitu tugas paper.
tugas paper inilah yg menyebabkan kemampuan BULLSHITTING saya menanjak drastis akhir2 ini. mulai dari pujian habis2an terhadap panitia Prodammaba, surat cinta palsu penuh kata2 roman yg mbuat bulu kuduk berdiri, dan kesan2 hiperbola terhadap Universitas hang tuah tercinta.

pantat sakit, punggung terkilir dan kulit belang2, muka2 lecek nan sengsara ialah hal yg wajar ditemui pada MABA yg mengikuti Prodammaba. berhari2 kami di"gosong"kan di lapangan upacara dgn sinar terik matahari tanpa ampun. ohhh indahnyaa.

tiap hari ada sesi evaluasi, dmn para panitia sepertinya mendapatkan kesenangan tersendiri dengan bertindak melebihi batas kewajaran. dan apa yg kami dengar hanyalah makian, seruan, bantingan benda2 keras dan ucapan2 seperti :

"Nunduk dekk, nunduk!! sapa suruh kalian ndongak??!! yg bawa handphone, maju ke depan! cwek pake aksesoris blablabla, maju ke depan! cowok yg rambutnya blm gundul, maju ke depan!! yg tadi berani menghina panitia, maju ke depan sekarang!! sblm kita seret kalian!! NUNDUKKK!!!!!!!!!!"

dibantu dengan bentakan2 dari kakak Menwa (resimen mahasiswa, spt sie keamanan), suasana sangat mencekam. tindakan2 intimidasi tersebut dilakukan setiap hari menjelang penghujung acara.

hari ke 4, kami diajak mengikuti "joy sailing" dimana kami naek bus menuju ke KRI Surabaya di tanjung priok. di sana kami mengeksplorasi bagian dalam kapal, sekaligus mengenal lbh jauh ttg Angkatan Laut. disana ada kamar vvip yg biasa dpake Presiden atau Menteri2 yg berkunjung. ada ruangan tempat rapat kabinet dsb.

secara keseluruhan saya tdk melakukan kesalahan apapun dari awal sampai akhir Prodammaba.
saat upacara pengukuhan pada hr terakhir, kami mengenakan jas almamater dan disahkan menjadi bagian dari UHT.

jangan salah, bukannya penderitaan sdh berakhir, masih ada ospek berikutnya yg siap menerjang: OMBAK 2010!!

to be continued . . .

troublesome

2010-08-03T19:42:00.000+07:00

Hai, I'm posting this at ricebox, a small restaurant at Klampis. What am I doin here? Eating in such a faraway place from home?

That's bcause my second sis n me, are obediently following mom and dad to go to shop, to have some training. I'll frankly say that it's not my hobby. And now, here we are, having dinner.

Yeah, very rare thing to do. I mean about me n my sis going to shop, helping father n mother.

We're not interested in running this shop (at least for now) but are forced to go there actually *sigh*.

Blame my big sis and her troublesome university thing. Just bcos mom n dad must attend her doctor swear-ing (huh? It doesn't sound right if I translate it in English). And they're not willing to close the shop.

And here's our roles. We, the-two-young-unbusy-daughters, are gonna look after the shop until they're going back. That means until the occasion finish.

Sounds easy? Not at all. Especially because either of me or my second sis is familiar with that metal-iron world (building material). Huhuhu.

Newbie n hopeless, yes we are.

So we must have 3 days instant training there, learning this and that, also hope that on that day, they'll be no important customers or lots of customers coming, bcos we'll have no idea to handle them by ourselves.

Wish God bless us.

I'm failed.

2010-07-19T19:05:00.002+07:00

16 Juli, pukul 20.00 WIB. dering ringtone sms berbunyi. tak hanya sekali, namun berkali-kali. berita tentang hasil SNMPTN yang telah keluar.

mendadak jd tegang, kubuka laptop, menuliskan web snmptn pd search engine. namun apa daya, mungkin karna terlalu bnyk yg lg mengakses, yg muncul slalu tulisan web error dsb.
jadilah aku menitipkan no.peserta snmptn q ke salah 1 teman, yg berbaik hati mengecekkan utkku.

5 menit kmudian: sms masuk. antara tegang dan excited, kubuka sms tersebut.

GA LOLOS.

....

duer. tercengang. tragis sekali, berita ketidaklolos-anku malah kudengar dari teman, bukannya kucek sendiri.

ya, meskipun tahu kemungkinan utk lolos memang kecil, apalagi aku cuma nulis 1 pilihan saja (FK Unair), tetep saja menyakitkan, melihat usaha selama setaun yg kulalui bersama SSC demi SNMPTN ini, gagal.
apa begitu bodohnya daku?

tak urung diriku merasa bersalah pada ortuku. dad sangat terpukul. yah, no wonder. beliau sangat mengharapkan keberhasilanku. mom lebih bijaksana dengan tidak berkomentar apa2.

jadi dengan kegagalanku di SNMPTN ini, dengan resmi aku menjadi Mahasiswa Fakultas Kedokteran Universitas Hang Tuah. welcome, blue campus, my future!

*oh ya, ditambah dengan cece dan kokoku, berarti we, 3 siblings, attending the same university, Hang Tuah!* *also 3 of us all failed to attend Unair University.*

poor my dad and mom.. sorry, I disappoint you.

anyway, congratulation utk teman2 seangkatanku yg diterima melalui jalur SNMPTN di jurusan pilihannya :)

world cup 2010 : Africa!

2010-07-18T18:58:00.004+07:00

zakumi, the world cup mascot.

world cup 2010 has come to an end, sad news. surprisingly, I put big enthusiasm in this football match. ha! I thought it's because my long graduation holiday made me bored so I watched the matches.

Spain declare to be the champion. yea! Casillas rocks (the keeper)! he took a big role afterall. *competent and handsome too* lol.

firstly, I though it would be Germany, remembering their outstanding performance against England and Argentina. (also, the player is still fresh and interesting hahaha.) but..yah. paul the octopus didn't say so. lol, its funny that an octopus could foretell the winner, but he's right! I wonder what magic he used ~__~ but nevermind, Spain is also cool! they played very good and sportive against Germany in quarter final match.

it's a big relief that Netherland failed! I hate them so much, especially Arjen Robben, the striker or whatsoever, he acted so damn in Brazil-Netherland match. diving so often everytime brazil player touched him. bah. Netherland didn't deserve to come to the final, actually. huh.

so here is my favorite player during world cup 2010 (not important, really):
- Casillas (no doubt!)
- Nuier (eh, I dunno how it spells, hmm. he's the goalkeeper of Germany. tall, fast and yellow-ish like monkey haha)
- Podolski, Lahm, Mueller and Schweinsteiger : they're all Germany player. fresh and good. khukhu :p.
- Kaka (just because he's very good looking. hoho)

fav team: Germany, Brazil ~~ most hateful team: Netherland.

tsamina mina e..e.. waka2 e..e. it's time for Espanola! :D

weird wish nevermind

2010-07-12T16:33:00.003+07:00

"comics, which every problem can be solved by flip-flapping many pages. and, voila! you'll reach your happiness. I wish life was that easy."

that's what I posted in twitter.
come to think of it, life is not easy at all. if only we could live our life like in comics, it'll be so much easier and fun. everybody gets happy, there'll be world peace too.
again, if only.

weird

2010-07-11T17:36:00.004+07:00

helo! been very busy fooling around and forget to update this blog! hahaha.

actually I'm just too lazy to post/write anything long.

soo, few days ago, I ate something weird and...NASTY.
the appearance speaks it all, but yaah, because mom said that it's very tasty, I tried this food:

sorry if it makes you lose your appetite :p.

err.. that's called "BLACK OCTOPUS FRIED RICE", bought from Ricebox.
first time seeing it, I just stare at it and my mom. how could it be delicious?
but don't underestimate it. surprisingly, the taste is just fine, like common fried rice. nothing wrong, except the black colour and the weird smell.
just when I checked my tongue, yeahh it's sexily black covered !

guess the black part is the tint of octopus inside. hegh! I feel very disgusted.
in the end, I couldn't finish it off. my stomatch just couldn't bear it until I vomited it all.
sorry, mom.

SNMPTN part 2

2010-06-21T21:03:00.003+07:00

here goes, my second day of snmptn.

cuaca tak begitu cerah, gerimis malah. dan aq melakukan kebodohan yg sama: KESASAR. lagi. when it goes with my navigation, it's totally helpless.

pemeriksaan pd hari kedua tdk begitu ketat, dasar pengawas bodoh.

ujian hari kedua: KEMAMPUAN IPA. wow! this is truly my specialty! *if you got what I'm trying to say*

diantaranya: MAT IPA, FISIKA, KIMIA, BIOLOGI. total 60 soal, 90 menit.
malam sebelumnya, aq sudah menyiapkan mental dan menabahkan diri, mengetahui keterbatasan kemampuan ipa q. alias sadar diri. ehh tp entah mengapa aq merasa, hari kedua, berjalan lebih lancar! yaa maksudnya lancar itu 50% terisi lah. jangan muluk2. ga tau deh itu bener kagak. sempat dicocokin sih sama jikim, bikin makan ati juga ~___~

yah sudahlah, yg penting I've tried my best. on june, 16th, 86 out of around 2000 people will be chosen. everyone hopes to be the one. me too. yah, let God decides the best for me :)

anywayyyyy. time to enjoy the holiday!! yaaaayyy! this is what I've been waiting for, since the beginning of ssc intensive program.

time to earn more money, get focus on my online boutique! and of course, watch all Korean Drama. what a life! *__*

adios SNMPTN!

this is my snmptn card. annyong! bubye! hasta la vista! muahaha ~

MY FREEDOM! FINALLY! XD SNMPTN part 1

2010-06-17T18:49:00.004+07:00

after a long fight against that dammit SNMPTN (a lot of things happened), I'm finally free now! yihaaaaaaaaaaaaaa XDDD!!

I guess I'll use Indonesian language to express more bout my feelings. hahaha.

ehm. jadi, hari ke-1 SNMPTN berlangsung amat sangat menyakitkan hati.
sudah seharusnya aq mengantisipasi akan betapa "besar" nya kampus ITS itu. (tempatku ujian). layaknya seperti sebuah kota (bukannya kampus), dengan luas berhektar2 dan setiap fakultas yg terpisah dalam jarak yg bikin makan ati kalau ditempuh dengan jalan kaki, Fakultas Industri lokasi ujianq berada agak ke dalam. fine. sehari sebelumnya, aq dan Jikim yg sama2 ujian di sana sdh tinjau lokasi. yaa ternyata 1 fakultas terdiri atas beberapa gedung. well... disinilah kesalahan kami, tidak mengecek sampai ke dalam utk mencari kelas kami.

esoknya ketika hari pertama SNMPTN dimulai, JiKim dengan mudah mnemukan ruang kelasnya. dan aku??
tersesat. di gedung yg berbeda pula. salahkan ITS! di hari penting spt ini, satpam2 malah tdk keliatan batang hidungnya! untung daku yg sudah "terbiasa" tersesat ini (....), menjelajahi stiap jengkal gedung tsbt. akhirnya stelah bersusah payah, target ditemukan. di lantai 3. ~___~

jadi, dimulailah ujian hari pertama. sesi 1: uji kemampuan TPA (Tes Potensi Akademik). sperti psikotes. 75 soal dlm 60 mnt. meski agak menggos2, stelah ujian, masi bisa keluar ruangan dgn senyum. stlh itu istirahat 45 mnt.
lanjut! uji kemampuan dasar: mat dasar, bhs indonesia, bhs inggris. 45 soal 60 menit. agak tidak fair.

yg terjadi adalah, saya bekerja tlalu lelet pd plajaran mat dan bi, shg menjelang 15mnt trakir, bhs inggris baru kusentuh.. dan............ mau nangis rasanya! FULL READING! where's the tenses!!?? T^T
lebih kejam lagi, bacaan tersebut membingungkan, semi-biologi dan amat panjang masing2nya! mana mungkin slesai dalam 15 mnt??

saat itu, hal yg paling kuingini adalah meludahi siapapun pembuat soal bhs inggris ini. serius. hampir aq tidak mengisi jwban bdg studi itu. kalau saja aq tidak ingat fakta bahwa apabila kita mendapat nilai 0 pada salah 1 bidang studi/lebih, otomatis gagal. wew.

hari pertama SNMPTN kulalui dengan tampang kusut, wajah pasrah dan hasrat kuat utk melakukan hal diatas.

to be continued part 2 ~

SNMPTN FEVER

2010-06-12T22:49:00.004+07:00

it's worldcup time! dum dum!

but obviously I really don't give a damn bout it. hehehe.

H-4 before SNMPTN, ha! and I still have time to update this blog...
uwwooooooooghh! 17 june afternoon will become my independence day! go for it, me! A___A

SSC activities officially end today. it's a big relief ha ha, thinking the hardship of getting up very early everyday.. but for almost one year we fight along there, facing UNAS and the upcoming SNMPTN. teachers, classmates, Primarasa, the hard time we passed together, I'll be missing it someday :') pray for us, teachers! :D

I've studied hard lately, trying to learn and memorize everything in my head (though it's spinning greatly now -__-"), although I'm not a genius one, I'll give my best on June, 16th later! whatever the result is.. :)

the winner! the champion! my bestfriend lately hahaha.

see? the papers torn out beautifully, study too hard eh? bwakakakak ~

wish me luck!

What's on my mind ?

2010-06-08T20:51:00.002+07:00

I'm freaking now.

Many things happened lately. I messed all of them up. Looks like june is my unfortunate month.

Surely something is wrong in my head. I can't concentrate on my studying, can't do anything properly, also I made troubles to my parents.

Let me explain it one by one.
On last Tuesday when I was on my way home from ssc, I met a car crash. For the second time, my Katana "kissed" a Taxi. It was completely my fault though. As a result, my father must pay around 2 million IDR for the refund.

Next, last tuesday when I sent a cloth to my buyer, I didn't write the address correctly. (my mistake). It took a long time for proccessing it to the buyer (around a week?). Luckily, she's not mad. (or yes?)

Next, 2 days ago, I sent a cloth to a buyer and I did a mistake again. It's not about the address this time. I mistook it with the other cloth. (if u could see my sister's reaction when she knew it..)

Last but not least (-__-"), I gave a wrong pin code to my sister. She wanted to use my atm so I gave the pin, but again, good fortune isn't on my side. As a result, my atm is being blocked now.

For god sake, what's wrong with me??? Family thought i'm kinda stressed lately. Ha ha.

Hope it'll be fixed soon. It really bothers me and my daily life :'(

stressed teenager

2010-05-26T14:39:00.002+07:00

hmmm... I really like to post something new in my life, but business (read : damn ssc stuff) hold me from writing in this blog.

people kept talking bout their holiday: where they're going, what'll they do and also bout their business plan. etc etc. it's simply makes me deeply JEALOUS!

even some of my friends feel really bored with this long-nothing-to-do holiday.
in my opinion?
oh come on! you must relieve that the fact you have no burden anymore is really lucky! just enjoy your holiday and stop talking nonsense!

ssc greatly affects my mood changes lately. as long as I'm still stuck with this everlasting-ssc-stuff, there'll be no holiday for me. time, fast forward please! TT__TT
furthermore, the fact that my parents giving high expectation of me going through SNMPTN successfully troubles me a lot! ~_~. well, 86 of 3000 people received??
surely "easy", mom. dad.

I WANT TO STUDY. I mean it. I just need someone generous to teach me intensively beyond ssc hour. but the problem is: how can they help me if I can't help myself from being lazy??
aiyaaaa. *random*

Kill me kill me

2010-05-07T08:35:00.001+07:00

Im back. With a humiliating news.

Have you ever heard about seller telling his buyer stupidly about how much profit she gained from the buyer's puchased unintentionally? And the profit she told was exactly exposed to the buyer.
That was absolutely what happened to me.

Aaaarghh.
It was yesterday, the tragedy began when my phone suddenly restarted itself. Well, that's kind of habit actually. But it's freakin me when i found that all my messages in inbox or in my folder was disappeared. (it's containing important information about the addresses of my customer, and also the fulfilled payment of them).
So I was driven crazy by it. In the middle of my frustration, a buyer sent me sms telling that she has transfered an amount of money. I checked it by phone banking and relieved that she had. Because this buyer dealt a lot of purchases, so I, the amateur one, count the profit of it delightfully.

After that, I intended to send a sms to my sister who is in Jogja (she's involved in this business) to tell her this good news of profits (the exact amount we got from this buyer, I didn't forget to enclose her name too).
Of course I use a different way of speaking (you can say it's a more rude language), contrary with my language I use with my customer.

But I had totally no clues why I sent it to my related buyer! And you know how she responsed it? She just replied me with saying: what is this, sis? *calmly, she forward my previous holysh#t sms*

........
....
..

The moment I realised my silly mistake, I knew I'll be killed by my sis when she gets back from jogja.

But don't worry, I replied it calmly too, in spite of my nervous expression and my trembling hands.

How many seller experienced the same thing like mine? If you had one, I guess we'll experience the same thing: losing the related buyer.

HOLIDAE POSTING

2010-04-23T11:38:00.002+07:00

oh yeah oh yeahh my life is full of holiday! oh yeaaaaaaaaaa! *ngesakno*

sbener e nggak full holidae sih, besok sabtu wes intensif SSC! mugyaaaa!!! *banting2 keyboard*
Intensif e ya nggak tanggung2 lagi, full day! skitar 6 jam an lah tiap hari.. hikss dah. hari2 kelabu sbentar lg akan dimulai.. tp heran e, si jenius skolahq : Ji Kim, malah amat menunggu hari itu. apa yang salah denganmu, Ji Kimmmm???? -.-

tapi minimal waktu holiday yg kmaren2 sama skali nggak waste of time. alias Online Butik jalan terusss!!! muahahaha sdh lumayan lah, meski masi ada barang sisa (yg bikin sebel karna modal nyangkut di sana) n kadang2 masi ngiri sama Online butik laen yg begitu upload baju lsg ludess! *___*

abis ini mau hunting2 baju lagiii ahhh. muahahahahah XD

soal skolah, besok juga hrs masuk skolah (ato nggak?) buat ikut gladi bersih Pelepasan ntar senen. repot juga, bentrok sama intensif SSC. tapi tenangg, jelas aq lebih memilih skul lahh, SKOLAH LEBIH PENTING! HIDUPP! (g ada maksud buat mbolos ssc kok GG)
yang jelas skarang wes nggak isa ngerasain suasana ribut2 di kelas, nggosip di kelas. hikss Adios my high school life! TT__TT

online shop

2010-04-15T12:25:00.004+07:00

salam damaiii sodara2..

aq terbangun di pagi yang terik (thanks to my sister who opened the curtain, hanya karna dia sirik sama aq yg libur sedangkan dia kuliah pagi2 ~_~) dan dengan linglung buka laptop.

seperti biasa, akun FB yg kubuka bukanlah akunq tapi akun Butikq. yah, tp karena emang lg sepi orderan n comment di pagi buta td, ya sudah kuputuskan menjelajahi grup Komunitas Online Shop n grup Whitelist and Blacklist Online Shop. sekadar baca2 discussion board nya n skaligus promo ria hahaha. (belakangan skill alay q mulai meningkat sejak mengelola butik online q ini @__@)

wah ternyata banyak juga ya buyer2 yg nakal d Online Shop, bukan cuma seller nya aja. modus nya macem2 n bikin aq yang cuman mbaca kasusnya aja jadi emosi juga. kudu ati2 juga klo mw pilih barang ato jd reseller dr online shop.

trus sbagai seller harus amat sangat extra sabar menghadapi customer yg banyak tingkah. tanya ini itu lah, minta di booked-in brg ini itulah, minta diskon gila2an ga tau malu jg ada, ya tapi masi oke lah klo emang tnyt beneran dibeli. ehhhh ternyata gak jadi. GRRRR.
itu sih bukan pengalaman pribadi (slamet masi blm pernah n ojok sampe terjadi)

sempat juga aq ngerasa iri sama online shop laen yg barangnya laku keras padahal item yg dijual n harga hamper sama. hmmm. faktor luck emang ngaruh berat ya. tapi gapapa deh, yg penting masi laku dan slama ini masih berjalan baik. lagian aq njalaninya sama kedua ceceq, jadi lek ada bukti transaksi ta apa gitu seng gak jelas, gak sungkan klarifikasi ne. untung qta ber3 skill e beda2 satu sama lain.
kapanpun qta mau mengakhiri bisnis ini, oke2 saja soal e bisnis e anggota ne kluarga dewe HAHAHA.

ya sutra lah. segitu saja post nganggurq ini ~

Post norak

2010-04-14T19:44:00.000+07:00

Haiiihoooooo!!!!! <3
Today is a very special day in the middle of my sadness, leaving high school.
Ha! Stlh melewati detik2 menegangkan hr ini, memikirkan bgmana nasibq. Sampe2 gak bisa nonton dvd Shining Inheritance huhuhu n cuma mlongo d dpn facebook Butikq, akhirnya pengumuman itu kluar juga!!

Aq keterima di HANG TUAH!

Huahahahaha. Say cheese, everybade!

Yah..tolong jangan salahkan saya krn terlalu histeris n norak, padahal hanya dtrima d salah 1 fk univ swasta, bukan NEGERI ataupun FK TERBAIK.

Namun bila anda berada pd posisi saya, dimana slama ini slalu luntang lantung tanpa memiliki satupun univ. cadangan yg pasti alias trancam ga kuliah, ditrima di univ manapun asal FK sdh membuat cukup bahagia! Hahaha. Say good bye to IBM UC (dmn saya yg sudah lmyn insane waktu itu sempat berpikir untuk masuk jurusan IBM saja di UC apabila tdk dtrima d univ manapun), adios! X'D

Sayang skali teman dari petra 1 yg ditrima di FK slain saya hny 2 org saja, dan itupun laki2! Sama skali tdk membantu ~___~

Tapi paling tdk, dengan begini, saya dapat menghirup napas lega. SEMENTARA!
Ya, hnya sementara saja. Detik2 menjelang intensif ssc akan dimulai sebentar lg. Jalan menuju Unair yg begitu berat nan menyiksa. T_T
Bisa dikatakan waktu bersenang2 hny sebentar sajaa. Nasebbbb.
Wish me luck, guys! On the next round next June!

Sementara ini :
Malls, dvds, games, wait me! XD

HIGH SCHOOL NEVER END

2010-04-09T15:50:00.001+07:00

Today, my high school is over. Not completely over bcoz I havn't receive my certificate. But school activities officially ended today.
It's not like leaving junior high school, when you can meet your friends again in senior high. Schooling is over. I've gone thru one of the best part in my life.

Some graduated ppl said that schooling is the greatest moment of all, if we compare it with university or working. Yes it's true. All we hv to do is study. we still be treated well in school. Teachers always pay huge attention to us : remind us if we hvn't submit assignments, care n give advice regarding to our problems. We also taught about cooperation n social communication with friends. Work together, play, gossip and laugh together. Feels like there's no boundaries.

But it's totally different to be in university. I still remember my sis said that she was wrong to think that university is more enjoyable. The fact is, once you step into university life,you must prepare yourselves of being neglected and must stand on your own. Coz your problem is your own business. Evryone bcomes individualist n competitive. Friendship still remain, but with different meaning.
It's fair enough to say that schooling is much better that it, right?

Hhhh, I'm not sure it'll be fun. Further, my friends all attend different universities n faculties. Communication will get harder. Hope our friendship still can lasts forever. Sigh.
Dunno why I'm being paranoid and sensitive of this subject lately..

Aaaaa. I HAVEN'T READY YET TO ENTER NEW LIFE! DX

HIGH SCHOOL NEVER END!
THUMBS DOWN FOR UNIVERSITY! T___T

Wth

2010-03-25T12:31:00.001+07:00

Stlh membaca koran hr ini seusai unas fisika, aq baru tau..
MEMBAWA HANDPHONE DALAM RUANG UJIAN AKAN DINYATAKAN TIDAK LULUS.

Bweqq. Untunglah, rasa takut masih ada dlm diriq. Shg slama ini, meski tdk tau ada ancaman spt itu, aq g pernah nekat bw hp ke r.ujian.
Tp masa sih, pengawas e mw nggerayangi qta buat ngecek bw hp nggak. Errr.. Agak krg etis..
Slama ini cuma dperingati dr guru klo g bole bw hp, bkn brati bakal g lulus kn masio keukeuh bawa? hayahh. Ambigu.

Btw 4 hr UNAS sdh terlampaui :)
Bio kurang oke, bi lmyn, inggris oke, mat OKE (unpredictable and unbelieveably COOL! XD), fis g jelas -.- (rasane pas kerja agak terbawa ke awang mimpi deh)
Tinggal kimia! Wohooo come to momma, baby!

Bruntung aq anak ipa, seenggak e apa yg kuplajari jelas akan kluar (kecuali bio). G kyk pljran ips yg notabene 90% hapalan, qta g tw mana yg akan kluar.
Dan terbukti, arek ips hr ini rata2 mewek kabeh. Geo ne g sukses krn, bahan seng dplajari g metu kbh. Siapa yg mw djadikan kambing hitam skg? Skolah? Wolo2. Nasibb.

Btw jd g sabar menanti UNAS brakhir. The end of UNAS means the beginning of my project : ONLINE BOUTIQUE! XD

Wish me luck! Aphrodite Boutique : coming soon!
Hehehe :D

Akhir badai

2010-03-19T21:03:00.003+07:00

Oke. Jd ini part keduanya. Sehari setelah investigasi yg tdk bjalan lancar, hari ini "guru" papi sdh menemukan/menerawang siapa yg mengambil hape ccq. Kriteria : kurus, kecil dan pendek, dan masih muda. semua kriteria tersebut mengarah pada 1 orang.

Secara, anggota kluarga kami notabene tinggi smua. Yg pendek hanya PEMBANTU saya.

Jd, krn plaku sudah dtemukan, tdk ada alasan untuk bersikap baik padanya. Setiap kali dia membukakan pintu ketika ada tamu, saya slalu menaruh kecurigaan. Dan ketika ceceq plg, pintu langsung dkunci olehnya dengan kejam tanpa ba bi bu, pdhl biasanya kalo sdh ada org, pintu rmh hanya dgrendel. dia sendiri tdk berkomentar apa-apa, pertanda sudah merasakan firasat telah dicurigai.

malam ini, sayang skali saya ada les ssc, jd tidak sempat melihat secara lsg insiden penggebrakan tersebut.
jadi, saat mami dan papi plg, mereka kembali menanyai si U dan dijawab dengan jawaban yg sama, tidak. kemudian ketika mami bilang mau pigi, dia tiba2 gelisah dan banyak bertanya mau ke mana. lalu mami bilang, " Guru bapak sudah bilang kalo pelakunya itu kamu. kalo km masih belom mau ngaku, saya panggil polisi skarang!"

benar kata nasihat temen papi, katanya org Ma**ra tidak takut diancam sumpah, tapi langsung gemetar ketika kita menyebut polisi. sebelum mami mengucapkan kalimat tersebut, si U yg sudah merasakan firasat meminta pulang. TENTU TIDAK DIIJINKAN.
akhirnya setelah diancam seperti itu, ia mengaku.
emosi memuncak. mami langsung to the point bertanya di mana hp cc saya. dia jawab yg CDMA sudah dijual seharga 300rb, 2 lainnya (ternyata dia nyolong hp papi saya juga) masih ditiitpkan spupu nya. trus papi yg sudah kehilangan kesabaran menyuruh spupu tersebut datang, tidak peduli bgmn cranya. (setelah hape kembali, segera si U menyuruh spupunya lari. memang wanita brengsek).
akhirnya 2 hape kembali meski simcard sudah dibuang entah kemana.
dan ketika si U dtanyai kapan ia mengambil hp papi, dia pertamanya jawab TIDAK TAHU.
how dare you, bitch! karna mami sudah emosi, bentakan lsg keluar. barulah ia menjawab bahwa pada hari slasa. keterlaluan...

hilang sudah simpatiq. menyesal karna telah memperlakukannya dengan baik slama ini.
teganya dia! padahal cece saya yg dicuri hapenya itu, adalah org yg paling memperlakukannya dengan baik slama ini. ceceq itu yg paling sering memberikannya makanan kecil, dan membelikan titipan si U.
ketika hape ceceq itu hilang, dia kan dimarahi mami dan nangis2.
kok bisa2nya si U masih punya hati ngelihat ceceq itu nangis sesenggukan meratapi hapenya, sementara ia hanya berdiam di pojokan, menonton atau bahkan menikmati setiap momen tersebut?!!

jadi, wajar kan kalo mami saya mengusirnya dari rumah malam2 buta begini? setelah sebelumnya menyuruh dia mengembalikan uang dan hape, serta memotong hampir seluruh gajinya.

saya menyesali setiap pujian, kata2 halus yang saya lontarkan, bahkan secuil pun biskuit/makanan ringan yang pernah saya beri padanya! you don't deserve any of those treatment.

pantas saja selama 2 hari ini, dia sangat patuh pada perintah kami. biasanya dia kadang mengomel bila disuruh. td, saat disuruh membawa LPG, dia dengan gigih tanpa protes mengangkat satu persatu dr basement ke lantai 1. papi dan mami yg menyuruh langsung tertegun. amat tidak biasa. padahal, biasanya kalo disuruh bawa aqua galon dr lantai 1 ke lantai 2 saja merengek. apa mungkin ia merasa bersalah? ha ha ha. aq tidak punya sisa belas kasihanq pada orang seperti itu.

bahkan tidak ada setitik air mata pun darinya. benar2 berdarah dingin, seolah dia tidak menyesal telah melakukan hal itu.
sia2 sudah kepercayaan yg qta sekeluarga berikan padanya slama 2 tahun ini.

aq percaya karma itu ada.

disaster in my house

2010-03-18T20:25:00.003+07:00

kemarin, sesuatu yg buruk dan tak terduga terjadi di kediaman kluarga Prayitno yg damai-dan-tenang.
telepon genggam milik saudariq tercinta, as known as D, hilang rimbanya.

tidak hanya 1, tp 2.
satu GSM, 1 CDMA.

tragisnya lagi, si-malang-CDMA baru menerima momongan dari si D hanya hampir 1 bulan saja.

betapa miris dan terpekur si Dewi, memikirkan nasib telepon genggamnya tercinta, yg notabene diculik oleh orang tak bermoral dan tak beradab. sebenarnya ini kedua kalinya dia kehilangan telepon genggam, namun pada kasus pertama barang merepotkan tersebut hilang di mal, yg brarti chance untuk mendapatkannya kembali hampir NOL besar.

nah, kemana perginya barang-barang mungil itu skarang?

suatu misteri yg takkan terpecahkan, mengingat pelaku yg telah dicurigai dr awal sama sekali tidak berniat mengakui kekhilafannya.

kebetulan sekali, keluarga kami penganut Buddha yg lumayan khusyuk (tolong anggap saya juga begitu). jadi, dengan emosi yg meletup, ibunda menyuruh ayahanda menelepon salah satu temannya yg merupakan orang AHLI, untuk mendeteksi keberadaan barang tersebut dan siapa pelaku sesungguhnya. whatever. tidak hanya 1 sih, tp 2 skaligus. bisa dirasakan aura kemarahan mereka?

keesokan harinya, didapat kabar dari salah 1 orang AHLI tersebut bahwa barang mutakhir tersebut masih berada dalam rumah, alias masih belum dipindahtangankan oleh si pelaku-amoral. namun tetap, kami tidak dapat menemukannya.

saat malam tiba, tibalah pula kedua orangtua saya dari kerja mereka. dengan wajah mistis pnuh teka-teki, ayahanda berbisik pada kami (saya dan kakak pertama saya, L) : "dia orangnya"

"whatt? hah? oh yea?? how come??" kira2 begitulah ekspresi terkejut kami.

kemudian ibunda mendekati orang yg diduga kuat sbagai pelaku.
beliau maju, dengan tampang tergarangnya yang belum pernah dikeluarkannya semenjak putra-putrinya beranjak dewasa, dan mendesak si pelaku yg ternyata debil juga karena dia tak kunjung mengakui perbuatannya. beliau mengatakan segala sumpah serapah yg akan dikerahkannya baik pada pelaku, keluarga pelaku, atau siapapun yg dekat dengan pelaku. tetap, debil tetap debil.

jujur saja, kami kecewa skali, karena slama hampir 2 tahun dia bersama kami, kami telah mempercyainya. bahkan pada awalnya ibunda saya berusaha melindunginya dari tudingan kami sekeluarga.

hasil investigasi : NIHIL
keukeuh juga tuh orang. jadi sebagai penutup ancaman, ayahanda mengatakan bahwa dia bisa memaafkan kekhilafan manusia, asalkan org tersebut mau mengakuinya. yah, meski agak bohong juga menurutq.
karena, secara realita, sekali org berbuat khilaf, rasa simpati terhadap orang tersebut hilang tak berbekas. saya tidak yakin kami bisa mempercayainya kedua kalinya.

insomnia syndrome

2010-03-16T14:11:00.008+07:00

helo guys. saya masih menyempatkan diri menulis di blog ini, sementara vertebrae saya mulai mengalami gangguan medis. kalau saja ini bukan pengalaman yang amat ingin saya bagikan saking tak terlupakannya, saya pasti masih terkapar di surga kapuk saya.

jadi, kemaren, hari yg amat saya tidak tunggu2, datang juga.
bukan karena ada evaluasi bio, bukan karena ada les ssc yg amat saya jenuh i. tapi mirip!
ssc memang sumber malapetaka bagi saya.

jadi, kemaren, saya terperangkap dalam asrama Haji, hall Mina, dimana diadakan Motivation Camp menjelang UNAS. hmm, sebenarnya hal tersebut bukan masalah:

apabila saya tidak perlu BERMALAM di sana.
apabila di tempat saya bermalam tersebut, tersedia KASUR, dan bukannya selembar KARPET
apabila karpet yang saya pakai sebagai alas tidur, tidak BERBAU KAKI
apabila bau kaki tersebut, tidak mengganggu ketenangan TIDUR saya

dan apabila ketenangan tidur saya tidak terganggu, saya tidak akan mudah EMOSI.

sungguh, apabila tidak ada faktor2 di atas, tentunya saya tidak akan banyak berkomentar.. ^^

dan sebagai akibat dari semua penderitaan di atas, maag saya sakit (lho apa hubungannya), os. vertebrae linu2, dan os. frontale saya mengalami kenaikan suhu (sekiranya saya menderita "come wind" alias istilah katroknya masuk angin).

mengenai masalah maag tersebut, dikarenakan kebiasaan saya yang selalu lapar pada tengah malam, yg tidak diimbangi dengan suplai makanan yg cukup. kami smua d dalam ruangan bagaikan terpenjara, tdk diperbolehkan keluar untuk alasan apapun (bahkan toilet disediakan di dalam ruangan). bayangkan bagaimana ekspresi saya menanggapi hal tersebut.

ditambah dengan acara motivasi yang selalu, dan selaluuu menyiapkan berbagai sugesti2 bagi kami. dan selaluu pula, TIDAK MEMPAN.

bahkan ketika si pembicara yang maha agung, yang selalu membanggakan julukannya sebagai Mr. M (mindset, mind blablabla. tdk bermaksud mengejek, red) dan membanggakan prestasinya menikah di usia muda itu, menginstruksikan kepada kita untuk menutup mata, membayangkan saat2 ketika diterima di univ.pilihan blablablablablahhh, saya sempat tertidur sesaat.

hhh. mengesalkan.

Mixed post

2010-03-14T20:04:00.002+07:00

Dejavu.
Biology and Indonesian evaluation test on monday. And again, I feel very hard to study. What's up with me, really? @.@

I watched 'Take Him Out' again. But they present something new today. A foreigner from Philipines! She's looking for a mature guy or whatsoever. Hmmm. And Choki, the host, could deal with that woman very well. By any means he could communicate in English with her.
Was it planned before? I'm curious about it. *extremely unimportant*

I've busy reading "LOVELY COMPLEX", a japanese comic, these 2 days. The story and the humours picked inside is very hilarious. Can u imagine a girl with giant body falls in love with a tiny short and yet neat-freak boy? The absurd story is very funny and addictive, supported with beautiful handdrawing from Aya Nakahara.

Bahahah, I can't help promoting it. This is a very outstanding comic, especially because I bought 3 episodes of it with only 3000 rupiahs each one. Special price! Women do like discounts! GG~

we'll miss you, brother. (huakakak)

2010-03-14T12:57:00.007+07:00

bohoo! finally, today my bro's gonna off to Madura. Bahahahhahah! big LOL.

to be honest, his disappearance wouldn't make much difference in my house. it's because whenever he's in house, I usually not feel his presence. well do not blame me. it's him who often spend his time laying in bed, or playing computer. or else, hanging out with friends.

but I feel pity for him, leaving a warm-nice-house, where everything is provided for him. muahahhah.
he'll stay there for 1 and half a month, for his campus projects (I think). becoming a new young-doctor (not a doctor yet) is very tiring.

and until now, I can't help laughing everytime I see him, imagine he's gonna do his laundry by himself bahahah, ended with his punch and unpleasant face towards me. wuahahhahahh.

yesterday, when my family had a farewell dinner for him at MOI, I kept teasing him and scared him of how he's gonna make his life there. but I also serve him well. I gave him much food as he's not gonna have it for a month hahahha. I let him do what he wants, just for today and this makes him more angry hahahaha.

oh, I think I'm going too far now. thinking that I'm going to attend the same faculty with him, makes me realize that I also have a chance to be stranded there too. hmph.

but me with my sisters can't stop smiling for him. hyahahahahahh. my mom even didn't allow him to bring along a car, which can ease him to go home anytime he wants, every weekend.
poor him. we hope this will develop his character, change his bad temper and his egoism.

what he said before leaving was only : "Hasta La Vista"
does he become insane, or nervous facing his new life? hahahahh.

this is his photograph I took before he left house. (he made me take many pictures, until he found it looks gorgeous and handsome (?) )

hmmm. how if we compare him with my hamster's pict? :

so, who's cuter? hahahah I guess I become a crazy sister haha. he'll be pissed of if he see this. LMAO.

SAYONARA, brother. in 1 and half a month time. HAHAHA.

Should I?

2010-03-11T14:19:00.001+07:00

this is such a dilemma.
When almost all my class members are willing to spend their money to buy the UNAS answers, should I follow them?

My heart said a big NO. But I spend not little time to synchronize my heart and my mind. Between yes or no.

But finally I decided not to buy it. I'm not ready for the sin I must undertake. Besides, I think people buying the answers are those who are not confident of their own ability.

Better get lower marks with my own effort than get the highest one with dishonest way, right?

I put my respect for those confident of themselves, not buying and depending their marks on the answers that are not guaranteed.

Two thumbs up for you. :)

No matter what people say about my decision, I don't give a damn.

any idea?

2010-03-09T19:30:00.004+07:00

I begin to put my interest in opening online boutique.

this idea came up from my sister, who bought a blazer from one of online boutique in Sby. and we start to develop it, thinking that it would bring much benefits to the owner, as we don't have to rent a proper stand. what we need to make it big are: gain customer's satisfaction, trust, a little marketing strategy and of course a proper device which enable us to online 24hours, to directly answer the comment/request the customer made. blackberry is recommended.

yes, we can use facebook to advertise our products. and we can use TIKI to deliver the clothes to those order outside Sby. of course with extra payment. everything sounds under control and yet promising.

humph, but the only main problem is : we couldn't find the clothes seller, or usually we called it "tempat kulaan".

we know that the best place is Jakarta, but we couldn't find the specific seller. remembering we're such amateurs in this realm.

so, we postponed this wonderful idea, until we find the resolution. *wonder when*
anyone could help? *_*

mission failed

2010-03-09T18:46:00.005+07:00

hula!
haven't updated lately..

pekan ini musim Try Out soale, dan ini Try Out terakir menjelang Unas! 13 days to UNAS! work harder, guys!
nerves dah...

maunya sih blajar giat nan sungguh2. beneran. I'm so determined right now. bahahahahha. dimulai dengan Try Out pertama, Biologi.
jadi, minggu jam 6 malem, smua materi bio udah dtumpuk di ranjang : buku kls 3a-b, 2a-b dan detik2, soal try out sbelum e, etc. yak, persiapan selesai. mulai membuka satu persatu.
ee sayang d tivi ada tayangan Take Him Out, blahh... ya wes ditaroh sek bukue, mulai tenggelam dalam keasikan mencerca tiap peserta ne (ketagihan).. nyaris tidak pernah terlewat setiap minggu.. ~_~

hmph.. oke lah, masih jam 7 malem, masih sempat.. abis itu makan malem, lanjutin lagi blajar e. itulah yg ada di fikiran orang lugu ini. FIGHT!

sayang sekali sodara2, saya slalu memilih tempat yang tidak tepat namun paling menggoda iman untuk blajar : KASUR.
ughh, jadi, sekian menit pertama sih konsen blajar, komat-kamit dengan semangat. kupikir, yeah! inilah resolusi blajarq tahun 2010!

namun, saat kepala mulai bersandar pada bantal, hati kecil ini tak dapat menahan godaan untuk menutup mata perlahan. diriq terbuai indahnya dunia kapuk. hiekss...

jadi, intinya, program / resolusi blajarq : GAGAL TOTAL.
ini mah namane sama ae kayak dulu2. besok e bangun pagi2 amit, mulai tergesa-gesa mempelajari tiap materi.
tapi yah, namane ae SKS (sistem kebut sepagi), hasil e juga seimbang sama usahane. which means: nilai Try Out q turun dari yang lama. *sob*

kayak e aq gak berjodoh dengan yang namanya : mencicil.
serius. dari dulu slalu gagal total. ah ya sudahlah. *mulai desperate*

no mood to learn something

2010-03-01T19:28:00.004+07:00

gahhhh! UP komputer..
mati mati mati...

begito buka program e Flash, lsg shock pas install disuru tulis serial number e. sempat memaki-maki pak wahyu yg kupikir begitu bego nya gak ngasi serial code ke kita.
buru2 sms wendy, ask her what to do. eh failed mulu. emang ya puting beliung pembawa malapetaka kok. (hm tp hanya 1 keuntungannya: hari ini bolos ssc alasan atut kena puting beliung wkwk)

dan setelah beberapa jam berlalu dan kulewati dengan maen game (sama skali tidak bermaksud berpaling dari tugas lho), buka fb dan twitter tanpa menghiraukan Flash dan Dreamweaver sialan itu, akhirnya ku sms lg si wendy. dan balasannya sungguh sederhana namun bagai pencerahan yang membuka mata.

ternyata...

serial number e telah tersimpan di flash diskq, di folder terpisah, dengan nama folder yang begitu jelas tampak dan seharusnya kusadari dari awal...

mualu cak aq. malu asli. jambu.

ehem. jadi, kumulai menekuni flash tersebut.
krik krik... apa itu key frame?
krik krik... gimana nih caranya motion2?
krikkk..... apa pula break apart???

jadi, sah-sah saja apabila dalam hitungan menit, akal sehatq menyuruhq untuk menyerah. dan.... apa daya, kuturuti.

begitu pula hal yang sama terjadi ketika kumencoba mengutak-atik dreamweaver. wes dikit-dikit program stop working pula. payah lah..

tampaknya aq perlu berdoa khusyuk malam ini, supaya UP komp q paleng nggak lulus lah..

btw, omong2 soal game, td aq nyoba Harvest Moon via PC versi virtual Game Boy. MUAHAHAHA.
asli ucup. warna ngeblur, game e tambah gak jelas lagi (pemeran utamane gak jelas cewek ta cowok). sungguh cocok sebagai bahan hinaan.

ah sudahlah... nanti dosaq bertambah banyak... sekian laporan hari ini.

freedom~

2010-02-25T18:27:00.004+07:00

yes yes yes!
finally! a day off huahahah. tomorrow is holiday.
which means:
no school. no try out. no SSC.

how beautiful the world is! hahahah XD
so today I spent most time sleeping and having piano lesson afterwards.
and today my piano teacher and I had a chit chat. suddenly we moved to my headmaster's topic, who is my piano teacher's schoolmates actually. wow!

so we did some gossip-ing about him. and I found the truth that my headmaster is not as bad as I've imagined (recalling the time when he scolded my class badly with such scary eyes).
He came from a humble family. he was also a bright and motivated student back then.
after hearing the story, I was touched, thinking how he managed to get his master degree with the scholarship.
that's a big achievement that not everybody could be able to do it. he also devoted his life for education, and had always wanted to be a teacher since he was a child. now his dream comes true. he even made himself being a headmaster in a big school like Petra.
hmmm.. I must change my mind about him.
so, should we proud of him now?

spirit of life

2010-02-21T20:59:00.003+07:00

hari ini rumahq terang benderang. sekaligus panas.
yah, karena hari ini diperingati Ding Kong Si (bingung cara nulisnya), jd smua lampu dinyalain (rumah jd bener2 hot), pintu di balkon lt.2 dibuka lebar2, trus sembahyangan ditaro di sana. yah seperti itulah.

lucunya, tetangga depan rumahq hari ini sama skali gak nyalain lampu, padahal udah malem. aq curiga mreka pelit dan nganggep udah dpt penerangan dr rumahq. haiyah. dasar pelit.

jam 6 dan 12 malem harus sembahyang.
cisuak juga taon ini. kan shio monyet sama macan (yg notabene ialah aq dan kokoq) jiong. cuman buat jaga2 aja biar gak dapet apes.

ups besok try out biologi sama bi. mari belajar sodara2!
when there is a will there is a way.
ada kemauan pasti ada jalan

Allah bisa karena biasa.
kita bisa karena blajar.

sukses adalah 1% luck dan 99% usaha (nggombes karepe dewe).

mohon maklum, ini supaya penulis e dewe termotivasi. hayah.

oke deh.
panas panas panasss. gak tahan berlama2 di depan kompi. dadah dulu deh.

sugesti

2010-02-21T20:43:00.003+07:00

aih, bangun pagi2 di hari minggu hanya untuk Try Out dan seminar ssc.
LAGI.
hhh... emang bagus sih tujuan seminarnya, supaya kita tersugesti untuk meyakinkan diri mjd yg terbaik blabla. tp entah mengapa itu sama sekali nggak NGEFEK buat aq.. entah karena pembicaranya yg kurang bermutu atau aq nya yg bebal hmm...
which means that's useless.

tp aq cukup tersentuh sama video2 yg ditunjukkan ke pesertanya. seperti atlit atletik yg ternyata pincang, penyelam tanpa kaki yg memanggul beban baju selam seberat 200 pon dsb. itu memang cukup membuatq termotivasi. tujuannya sih bagus. buat nunjukin kalo mreka yang cacat fisik saja bisa, apalagi kita yg normal ini. yg membedakan cuma masalah niat.

trus ada lagi video2 tentang pengaruh sugesti sangat kuat. hmm karena ga punya videonya jd kuceritain saja:
ada ilmuwan di Amerika yg pingin ngebuktiin bgmn sugesti bisa mempengaruhi pola pikir kita. jd dia pake sekitar 4 mahasiswa volunteer untuk mendukung percobaan tsbt. sebelumnya dia mengenalkan 2 macam pil, warna pink dan coklat. warna pink untuk lbh meredam/meredakan rasa sakit, warna coklat sebaliknya, membuat kita lebih merasakan sakit.
setelah memakan pil pink, mereka dikejutkan dengan aliran listrik. karena sudah terSUGESTI, mreka jd tidak merasakan sakit. namun setelah mreka makan pil coklat yg mereka pikir dan telah tersugesti dalam otak bhwa itu akan menyebabkan rasa sakit, setelah dikejutkan oleh aliran listrik yg sama, mreka tampak kesakitan.

well, sebenarnya, isi dari pil pink dan coklat adalah sama. dan tidak lain hanyalah campuran tepung dan gula. tp knapa mahasiswa2 tsbt merasakan pengaruh/efek yg berbeda setelah mengkonsumsi kedua pil td? ya itulah yg dimaksud pengaruh sugesti td.

kalo dicermati berdasarkan pengalaman sehari-hari sih kuakui hal tersebut memang benar adanya...
jadi, inti dari tiap ceramah dan seminar ssc itu adalah agar kita menanamkan sugesti dalam diri kita bahwa kita adalah manusia yg luar biasa. kita akan mampu bila kita meyakinkan diri kita sendiri bahwa kita mampu.

yah, sperti itulah..

recent drama

2010-02-20T21:14:00.002+07:00

You're Beautiful
huahuahuah. very entertaining. not too long and the actor and actress are handsome and gorgeous!

wait until I pass UNAS and SNMPTN, welcome dvd!! Kdramas, wait for me. huahuahauhah.

MUAK

2010-02-20T20:29:00.003+07:00

8.40 p.m..
alone at home...
krik-krik...

tiga perempat waktuku hari ini kuhabiskan di mobil.

go to Togamas buat acara SSC => nyetir => ga dapet parkir (ssc goblok, nyelenggarain acara di tempat kecil) => bete => ceramah pengajaran ITB ga jelas => makin bete => pulang => ujan => macet => BANJIR.

syetan.
demikian cerita singkatnya.

weekend sial.
wes kurang tidur, pulang skul langsung les piano, trus lanjut cao ke togamas buat plajaran tambahan ssc yg gak puenting as always. GRRR... awalnya udah punya bad feeling, makane nyuruh cece nganterno, tp de'e gak mau. ashhh..
trus pulang2 jam 5 sore hujan mengguyur dengan derasnya. buta arah. kurang bagus apa coba? untunglah ada Pat, my friend, sang guider hahaha. kita keliling2 kayak wong goblok, sampe nglewati kompleks toko e papi wew..(dan meski wes nglewati daerah seng familiar buat aq, tetep ae ga tau jalan pulang. mulai khawatir dengan keparahan navigasiku).

terjebak macet di Indragiri, maen rubik sbg pelampiasan rasa bosan. ga bisa-bisa, tambah frustrasi. papi telpon2 terus nyuruh "berteduh" di sutos dan makan dulu ae. abis pulang nyutos, telp lagi cuman buat ngomongin udah surut banjir e. my daddy is the best of all *___*.

pulang2, rumah kosong. rupanya koko lg di sutos (knp aq ga sadar?), dewi ke ptc, papi mami cece lg makan di Apeng.
well, I'm left on my own, sitting in front of laptop, with Ost. You're Beautiful and T-ara's song...

kaki kesemutan, pundak pegel, Try Out SSC menanti besok (hrs bangun jam 6 pagi). aghhhhhhh!

mulai MUAK dengan segala aktivitas SSC. aq sempat mikir mau nglepas ae jaminan 6 jt an yg bakal balik kalo aq gak tembus UNAIR (itu perjanjian dari ssc). merasa ketipu. habis, persyaratan kehadiran e terlalu berat, terlalu banyak seminar2 & aktivitas ga penting yg HARUS aq hadir. lama-lama capek juga kan. tapi sayang, kasian papi mami. hhhh...

hotel management

2010-02-17T20:11:00.003+07:00

well, I highly not recommend you to choose Hotel Management as your faculty at university.

it's boring. it's tiring. it's spending much money, for doing nothing except houseworks like a maid. yes it does teach you the management, but once you get into the practical part, it's totally despise me.

that's what I thought, reflecting to my sister who attend Hotel Management faculty at Petra University. I do not blame Petra, but somehow I thought Medical faculty is much better and appropriate than Hotel Management.

besides the high risk of being hurt if you're placed in kitchen, you'll also have to involve your family for your own task.

my sister is in charge of her duty in Petra hotel as a ?? (dunno). and today is Parents day, which means the guests are dominantly parents of the students there. soo, my sis dragged my parents to stay at that hotel (she said that if no parents staying there, the teacher will stay there instead, making a mess to test and frustrate my sis and her friends working there. if they couldn't handle it, they'll get bad marks. sort of.).

a person is about 110000 rupiahs. well, we can afford a dinner for family with 220000 rupiahs. but because my dad feel pity for my sis, he booked a room for a night. thinking this could help her. I wish..
but I doubt the service of the hotel, remembering all the staffs are students. ...

gyaboooo

2010-02-17T19:53:00.003+07:00

heya. long time no blogging.
I've been very busy these days, with the routine of SSC as always..

but today, I decided to skip it. yes, coz tomorrow I'll have my speaking test and I haven't prepared it at all. oh my, I think I'll gonna use Hansel and Gretel again as my reading text hahaha ( I used it for the same test last year).

so, after school time, I, nadhyena and novi went to PTC (my fav mall forever...always suitable for my pocket huahua) to relax ourselves (which means wasting money) : eating yoghurt, had a chit-chat, food shopping, etc. at around 5 p.m, we got home.

..and began to work for the annoying speaking test. but I lost the drafts! I remember kept the text of Hansel and Gretel story somewhere, but it's gone. holy sh*t. I must search it again in internet, modif it and memorize it all aaaa...

however, there's still much time, right? right?? uhuhuhu...

this is the result of delaying to do our task...

too unpredictable

2010-02-07T20:53:00.004+07:00

still can't believe it..... how death destroys our happy and yet tiring day in the middle road to face UNAS... many teachers cried for you, cyn... it had never happened in petra 1 before...

everytime I think of her, trying to remember her appearance, her loud voice, I wonder why God took her so fast that she almost finish her high school life...
she even had planned her valentine's day with her friends...excited of going to Bali after graduation...
now that we'll never meet each other again, I feel a big loss too, although I don't know her much..
social 4 class will never be the same anymore, losing one of its members...

here's a tribute for cynthia mantero in twitter:

#tributecynthiamantero

in memoriam : Cynthia Mantero

2010-02-06T16:17:00.004+07:00

life is short. no one could ever know when he/she will leave this world, reunited with God.

today, one of my friends, Cynthia Mantero, passed away at about 1 a.m because of car accident at Citraland area. school became messy with all people crying for her, calling her name and prayed for her. even my class kept silence during the lessons. I guess everybody was too shocked about this.
although I'm not a close friend of her, I still could't believe when I heard this sad news. how come??
she's not the girl who will pass away easily, especially that way... that's what I thought in my mind.

she's just a 17-going to be 18 y.o girl on May this year. as long as I knew her, she's cheerful, talkative and kind of strong-headed and pretty that anyone would had such an impression from the first meeting.

her death makes me realize of God's power. He can take us away anytime He wants. I think I'd better use my time wisely in this world or else I'd leave nothing good or meaningful in this life.

I'm deeply sorry and I'd like to send my condolence to the family she left. wish you have a better life there, friend.

May you rest in peace...

hmmmmmmm

2010-02-03T20:28:00.003+07:00

flood everywhere in Surabaya lately... so far, I haven't stuck on it yet, because my dad always phone me not to come home when it's raining hardly... I wish I won't have to, my navigation is terrible. I could only remember one way to get home hoho...

for my school, hmm today my headmaster himself came to my class, seing us ate at the corridor again for few times already. I think he couldn't bear it, so he quickly rushed us to the canteen and promised us for providing tables there haha. seriously, I felt very embarrassed when we, almost all class member stepped our feet to canteen, following Mr.Agus Kis like we've done anything wrong. our silly faces attracted the other students there. wew.. but at least we could enjoy our meals.
second trouble, we're late for next class. hahaha. obviously, we're too enjoyed our 'happy wednesday meal' until we found that break time has over. so there are not many people left in class, because the teacher told them (I wasn't late for sure) to go to teacher room to get the "kitir masuk". wew. does my class look so 'not-obedient' at all? haha I feel sorry for Mr.Yakub, our home teacher...

Yummy TURTLES

2010-01-31T10:18:00.004+07:00

I forgot to say that I have 2 more addition members in my family.
2 turtles khukhukhu... which are belong to my brother's.. he got it from his friends as a birthday present huahuhauahuh, it's similar with the way I got Hamzari..

and yesterday, I came up with a crazy idea of throwing that turtles to my beloved Hamzari, as supper..

but I didn't do that, my sisters freakingly didn't allow me to do that.. she kept yelling me by saying that I'm cruel, sadist or whatever...
did she really think that I'd feed Hamzari with such weak and unhealthy turtles?? hahahah

rules

2010-01-30T17:16:00.006+07:00

nyahahahahaha... today I had my History test, which was surprisingly easy (huahahahah)... and after that, there's no lesson at all! I love Saturday!
this is the lesson schedule on Saturday:
1. TP (teknologi pengolahan)
2. TP
3. English
4. English
additional lesson : English

see? lately, we spend English time for watching films huahuahuaha thanks to my great and kind teacher, Mrs. Vonny. She do love films, so every Saturday, it seems like my friend always bring anykind of Western films to be watched in wide LCD screen hoho!

and.... at the break time, we (me and all class members) having lunch (or brunch?) at the corridor in front of class. we're intentionally did that to break and protest the school rule : student are prohibited to eat their foods inside class. they're suppose to eat foods at canteen.
I think we were not exactly broke the rule, since we ate foods OUTSIDE class. our neighbor, Science 3 and Science 5, plan to do the same on Monday, after seing us this morning hahaha. we expected to be seen by headmaster or scary teacher, but we only saw Mr. Ayub, our Civic teacher. he didn't scold us but he supported us instead. well...

we all don't agree with this rule. I mean, hellooo... could you teacher see that every break canteen always crowded with agressive and starving students?? where do we should have lunch then?? there's not enough seats. I know they do that because the class will be smelly if we eat inside. but.. is there any more reasonable alternative?

there's another school rule I hate the most: students are prohibited to charge laptops they brought in school, which means using school electricity.
although I'd never brought my laptop to school, I don't agree about the rule. can you imagine that every day we're given a lot of homework and assignments from teachers that must be done in a short period time? and nowadays, many students go to have courses straightly after school time. so, when will we be able to finish them? of course at school. we can finish it using laptop. they do not prohibit us to bring our laptops. but it means it when we're not allowed to charge the battery. we all know that laptop's battery easily drop off.

this is the bad side of PETRA. stingy. very very stingy.

2010-01-29T19:21:00.003+07:00

my schedule after going home from school:
Monday : SSC
Tuesday : freee (thank God)
Wednesday : SSC
Thursday : piano course
Friday : SSC (again and again...)
Saturday : free..
Sunday : sometimes Try Out from SSC

enough! SSC drove me crazy. everydayy, everytimee.. SSC... as a nightmaree...
although it's a good and trustworthy course, I still haven't used to it yet.. and at the very beginning, I must reschedule my activities and it's quite depressing, thinking that I have very little spare time now. huhuhuhu
for an example: today stefi and my sisters' going to watch Edge Of Darkness. I'd love to watch it, but again....as it happened so many times, I have to study hard in SSC. arghhhhhhhhhhhh

and tomorrow, there'll be a history test at school..gyaaaa...why on earth should I have that social test??
I mean, I'm a science student. in a short time, I'll face UNAS. at this time, I should've study more about all science's subjects right? instead of this unimportant social subject huh...
I don't feel like wanna study it.
helppppppppppppppppp

stressing

2010-01-28T18:08:00.003+07:00

stop writing English right now. quite depressing and I'm not in the mood today.

buah! hari ini Tes TOEFL.

aq sama skali nggak tau. damn damn damn. tapi masio tau ya ga bakal ada persiapan sih hoho...

dan...ketika aq menganggap tes itu akan selevel dengan UNAS atau apalah, ternyata...
ketika menghadapi LISTENING, diriq ingin menghantam speaker kelas saja rasanya. suara nggeremeng, ngomong e cepet tanpa memberi jeda, mana level e jauh beda lagi! alhasil, hanya melalui 3 nomer pertama dengan selamat, sisanya.... leave it to GOD...

structure:
ye! seenggaknya di sini 3/4 soal bisa kukerjakan dengan baik. I Love Structure and Grammar!

reading:
go to hell...
bacaan begitu banyak yang menyiksa mata... ditambah vocabulary inggris q yang masih lemah. perpaduan yang luar biasa biadab.

setelah TOEFL, dilanjutkan dengan ulangan BI. dan setau semua orang di dunia, Bahasa Indonesia adalah subjek yang memerlukan waktu untuk membaca tiap soal dan pertanyaan dengan baik. nyerah. udah capek mataq gara2 reading TOEFL. alhasil, setelah 1 jam pertama ulangan, kugeletakkan kertas ulanganku, dan aq tertidur pulas...

K-dramas

2010-01-25T17:52:00.005+07:00

huahhh today I'm free from my ssc stuff, very very happy...:D

as I went home, I downloaded so many songs and bluetooth-ing them to my new e-71. GG. but suddenly my bluetooth device didn't work properly or it can be said that it goes off. sigh.

so I started browsing and browsing about what's new K-dramas hehe and I found IRIS and You're Beautiful kinda interesting. I think I gonna push my big sis to buy the dvd (the fake one to be honest). I like cute and handsome guy casted better if I wanna pick some K-dramas, such as Kang Ji Hwan.

his acting in Hong Gil Dong was very very outstanding gyaaboooo~ don't you think so?
when he starred in My girlfriend is my agent, he looked so young and fresh. well, I'm curious on what drama he will play next.

and about actresses, I was so surprised when I found out that Lee Yo Won, who played in The Great Queen Of Seoundeok, is 30 y.o this year! well, she looks young and chubby. geezz..

this is a picture of her when she was receiving the award of Best Actress . I forgot what the nomination was.

she acted very well in that film, but honestly I don't really like that serious and sad-ending film. I'd prefer the funny and peaceful one :)

E71

2010-01-24T11:17:00.002+07:00

GG~
just bought new HP last night. E71. Finally! I made it hahahahha.
black steel, and wide and the most important: Wi-fi! huahuhauahuah. after a long time saving money every month, fiuhh.

:D :D :D :D :D

films.........

2010-01-21T18:06:00.002+07:00

The Game Plan
Innocent Steps
The Blind Sides
Avatar
Sherlock Holmes

hmm... those are recent films that I watched and I counted as good films. yea, I used to watch them for my Indonesian' project (film's review).

MKKS... worth it or not?

2010-01-21T17:41:00.002+07:00

it's a question.

my second Try Out's result could be worse than the first one. you know why? it's because that damn shit unbelieveable MKKS (I don't know the abbreviation of it, anyway, who cares about it?).
for instance: Indonesian subject: how do we suppose to know about who made the "gurindam" thing? is it important, huh? we all know that all questions in Indonesian' test are about reading, grammar or anything comes near to it. it's not biology, in which we need to memorize the material in order to master it.
oh God.

physics:
Mr. Yakub said that last year, there are 13 numbers of wrong/unclear questions and he said that they didn't count it as right answers besides the fact that it was absolutely their mistake. FUNNY.
this year, I got a question that nor the answers provided were match. but again, Mr. Yakub said that there's nothing we can do about it. unfair.

thankfully, it's not UNAS. I hope the same incident won't happen in it.

unimportant post

2010-01-17T10:34:00.003+07:00

I wonder what could my life be in 10 years time...
will I possibly have a boyfriend, or even get married with someone I loved? only time will answer these questions.
but above those unnecessary things, my relationship with my family is what I wanna keep forever.
my mother has experienced losing contact with her sister because of a small fight, and I don't want to experience that.

I admit that I depend on my parents alot. that's why I don't wanna live far away from them. I felt ashamed of myself, can't stand on my feet or facing problems on my own as I become an adult by 17.
my parents are the best parents for me. though they never give me big compliments nor sweet-bullshit words, they did big effort taking me to medical university, which they think can bring bright future for me, despite the fact that it costs a lot of money. all properties I own now are provided by them, and they always give me the best of them.

my parents also gave me many lessons of life that others may not receive it.

about my bro and sis, I like being around them. although we often have fights, it means we care each other. we share our thoughts, jokes and of course our dad and mum. I know I'll feel loose when my siblings get married and each of them will leave home. remembering that every weekend we always spend time together, go outside just for dinner or hanging out together, it'll be such big loss.

17 years of a lifetime quite make my character developed. I know I have so many bad sides that others may can't stand it. I'm moody, egoist and competitive and I can hardly admit my failure hahaha. that's why I have not many friends (that I count as friends) whom I trust and share my secrets.

I hope I can fix them and be a better person by 10 years later.

another death

2010-01-10T09:42:00.002+07:00

One of my beloved hamster named Hamzara was found dead in her cage on Thursday, 7th 2010.
I was terribly sad because it's my first time took care of a pet (2 pets exactly). and I haven't take a picture of her, even one. It hasn't breed any children yet. *sob*
poor Hamzari, he is left alone again, never be able to marry any other hamsters.

BAD DAY

2010-01-05T21:58:00.004+07:00

I guess today is not my lucky day.
first of all, it's raining. I hate rains, especially when I'm driving, the weather is supposed to be kind.
second, I have just known at school that Try Out will have been started by next week. wth..
and to make it worse, school's additional lesson officially starts today..arghh!! feels like too much pressure on my shoulder.

and in the evening, when I was driving back home from SSC together with my friends, my car crashed a TAXI. S*lver Taxi. and I would swear that it's not my mistake. the mad driver suddenly cross the street line and "kiss" my KATANA. suck. it's my second car crashed.

frightened, I called my dad, telling him to come there and solve this problem, while the taxi driver kept threatening me by yelling that he would call the police. still, me and my friends felt a bit worried. after all, we're just ladies, right?

but then, when my dad has come and decided to give him 100000 IDR to keep his mouth shut or whatever, he refused. not because it's not enough, but it's TOO enough for him. even, he gave 50000 IDR back. he said that the money was just used for repainted the car. well, up to you then, Mr Wise Taxi Driver...

I learnt one lesson today: don't be easy to strangers, especially when they're threatening you, although you feel scared deep down inside. put away your fearness.

freakin'

2010-01-04T20:25:00.004+07:00

suck suck suck.

downloading video freaks me out. aaahhh although I use SPEEDY (which known to be the fastest i-net..or not?), still, I haven't finished downloading my big apple bridge's video (for my Art task).. well, it's 20MB, though.. couldn't blame the SPEEDY..

sigh sigh sigh..

bored to death..

New Year's Resolutions

2009-12-31T19:10:00.001+07:00

gigi berkawat!
muka mulus!
masuk UNAIR!

AMENNN!!! short, huh? HAHAHAHA

what great things I have done/posessed in 2009

2009-12-31T18:54:00.002+07:00

it's gonna be a long list :

pergi sama teman2 ke luar kota (my first time, kok ya dibolehno aq juga heran hmm...)
my sweet 17th! (once in my life, right? :)
sweet birthday presents (kinda weird too LOL), pertama kali pelihara pet (hamzari dan hamzara : they're such obedient pets GG, thx friends!)
debutku nyetir dewe! haha tahun ini saia resmi bisa nyetir mobil, setelah..ughh.. this is quite embarrassing...40 jam les mobil... *_*
go abroad! yah, my first time too... and it was very fun, together with my parents and 3 siblings :)
made TWITTER and BLOG (hahaha).. where I spit out all my feelings and objections...
study hard (I mean it).. perjuangan panjang menuju UNAIR. ikut les SSC, hhh very tiring : 3 times a week...(3 and half an hour every meeting).. wish God Bless Me...
watching movies with Mum! (liat avatar bareng, entah kenapa tiba2 mami mau, g mau ketinggalan jaman kali?)
facial pertama kali hahaha, skarang udah 2x, dan rasanya benar-benar.....
will gonna miss my friends.. :'( (they're gonna move out of town for college-ing)

anyway life must go on! so many good and bad memories in 2009 and I'll never forget it..

GUS DUR (RIP : 30 Desember 2009)

2009-12-31T17:25:00.003+07:00

Gus Dur...
meninggal kemaren jam ?? malam WIB... wiw... :I

berhubung keluargaq sangat respek dan selalu memilihnya dalam pemilu dulu, kami sekeluarga sangat menyayangkan kematiannya dan turut berduka cita..

hari ini, barusan nonton acara Breaking News di TVOne, tentang "Mengenang Gus Dur" bersama Jaya Suprana (sori kalo salah nama)... beliau menceritakan segala hal2 kontroversial tentang Gus Dur, dan segala kebesaran salah 1 negarawan Indonesia ini.

yg bisa kutangkap dari apa yg dikemukakan pak jaya tentang Gus Dur:
~ ceplas-ceplos
~ humoris (definitely)
~ non diskriminasi (terbukti)
~ percaya diri
~ susah dinasehati, lebih tepatnya gak pernah dengerin nasehat orang haha..

yah kalo tiap kali ngeliat mimik mukanya, aq slalu ketawa sendiri hahaha... seperti bukan orang politik dan tidak terlihat picik. bagi para etnis Tionghoa, jasanya sungguh besar, menjadikan tahun baru Imlek sebagai salah 1 hari libur nasional. (dengan demikian aq gak perlu lagi mbolos tiap imlek).. selain itu juga memperbolehkan radio swasta menyiarkan acara berbau mandarin dsb...
Gus Dur sendiri dengan bangga menyatakan hanya dirinya lah presiden yg mampu memimpin negara. megawati sama sby lewatt...
banyak orang yg mengantarkan kepergian beliau.. sang penegak demokrasi sejati..

hm di bawah ini adalah salah 1 lelucon yg dikemukakannya, yg sangat kontroversial:

Sachrovski (sori kalo salah nama) bertanya pada Tuhan, kapan negaranya akan makmur dan damai, Tuhan menjawab : 25 tahun lagi. Sachrovski pun menangis)
Tony Blair bertanya pada Tuhan, kapan negaranya akan makmur dan damai, Tuhan menjawab : 25 tahun lagi. Tony Blair pun menangis)
Soeharto bertanya pada Tuhan, kapan negaranya akan makmur dan damai, Tuhan pun menangis...

demikian.

-- BYE-BYE GUS DUR --
May your soul rests in peace...

LALALA ~

2009-12-27T17:57:00.003+07:00

Queen Seoundeok ( I forgot how to spell it) is veryy addictive! hohoho.. although the plot of story is very slow and sometimes there's unnecessary scene, I can't stand watching it again and again. so here's my routine in this holiday:

get up => watching dvd => have breakfast => watching dvd => take a bath => have lunch => watching dvd => take a bath (if I feel like to do it LOL) => dinner => watching dvd => go to bed.....

simple daily activities. no sports, no studies... what a day.... XD

GG ~

*mom, dad and big sister is going home today yippiee...*

CHRISTMAS TIMEEE XD

2009-12-25T18:34:00.002+07:00

I wish you..

A MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

jingle bell's ringing everywhere...
brings joy along..
hope christmas joy warms our hearts..
give us new spirit to live.. and may..
Jesus blesses Us!

XD

in christmas this year, I do not hope Santa for coming to my home, give me present or whatever. since I've big enough, I just hope this year's Christmas brings us joy and glory, to do our daily activities. merry merry christmas everybodyy!!!

3 days in Batu : part 3 (end) <3

2009-12-25T16:52:00.001+07:00

hohoho ini hari trakhir jalan2 ke Batu..(Senin, 21 Desember 2009)
terpaksa bangun pagi gara2 ada yg nggedor pintu kamar (wew..)
trus turun ke dapur, mendapati melinda dan fenny, dengan rajin dan khusyuk menggoreng kentang, nugget dll untuk sarapan kami semua. merasa nggak enak hati, jd ikutan mbantu deh. rencananya sih mw ke Jatim Park langsung hari ini, trus lanjut go homeee...

jadilah kita semua sarapan dengan makanan yg "super duper gak sehat dan bikin kanker". yah, as long as we're full, everything seems fine, hehehhehe..

trus jam 8, kita semua udah selesai packing, masukin barang2 ke bagasi dan guess what! saia dan 4teman saia yg lain, kebagian Preggio! =.="
yah mau diapain lagi, nasib yg naik mobilnya telat ya gini ini. tp tenang, karna penumpang yg sangat minim, Preggio sialan itu jd gak terlalu "sumuk" . setelah selang beberapa menit sampailah kita di Jatim Park. Tiket masuk 40ribu. tapi mestine karna aq ultah bulan desember, isa DISKON 50%! sayang males ngurus e, lamaa...

di dalem Jatim Park kita muter2 gak jelas, liak2 bagian science dan terbukti banyak kecoak(murid imoet) mengeluh krn harus blajar saat liburan. semuanya sangat nggak sabar ke bagian permainan. kita buanyak sekali ambil foto2 dengan berbagai pose ekstrem, sampe kadang malu-maluin hahahaa..

di daerah permainan, pertama kita nyoba Galleon. tp di sini kurang sip, soal'e diputer nya gak sampe 360 drajat hahaha. dan sayangnya, saia duduk di sebelah kecoak yg amat sangat histeris. momen mengerikan yg memacu adrenalin jadi tidak terasa kembali, tersamarkan oleh kesibukan melindungi gendang telinga dari ketulian. weww...

abis itu kita ke rumah hantu, dan seperti biasa saia atut. wkwk... yah mestinya gak seberapa nakutin tp tetep aja takut. di tengah-tengah pake dipipisi segala lagi. weq. sempat ngeri juga sih pas ngantri tiket, banyak org keluar dr exit dengan wajah kuyu, basah dan mimik yg susah dijelaskan. hmm... terhitung dengan rumah hantu BNS, saia baru masuk rumah hantu selama 2x! hahaha dan kesan-kesan yg timbul: GELAP.
yg gak nakutin jadi bikin takut gara2 gelapnya itu lo. *_*

trus kita nyobain maenan lainnya, kayak roller coaster (2x), trus maenan apa namanya saia lupa, lumayan seru dan mendebarkan (2x juga). trus yg gak bisa dilupakan itu pas mencoba permainan STAR CHASE.

puihhh!!! pas itu para kecoak cowok lagi nyobain Go Kart, jd cewek lainnya nyobain star chase gitu. nah permainan itu sih sepi dan kayaknya gak berbahaya. jadi tanpa firasat kita naik aja. ehhh ternyata! jejek sekali! dengan bentuk permainan yg melingkar, kita diputer dengan kecepatan tinggi (emang sih anginnya dapet) sampe munyer2 @@~. trus gak berhenti sampai di sana, arah puterannya dibalik! what the hell...

selesai main, saia langsung tepar. untung segera ke foodcourt, isi perut dengan Cui Mie yang, porsinya dikit, makan gak ada garpu, banyak kecokot lombok. wew. at least ngenyangin lah. abis itu main remote car, trus nyobain wall climbing. banyak banget yg ambil foto di sana.

hari sudah hujan, jadi kami memutuskan untuk pulang dan melanjutkan perjalanan ke Surabaya, setelah sebelumnya mampir di Sensa buat beli oleh2.

nice trip at Batu with friends. hope this moment lasts forever..^^

3 Days in Batu : Part 2

2009-12-24T15:28:00.004+07:00

yep, ini adalah rentetan kegiatan di Batu pada hari ke-2.
bisa dikatakan, hari bersantai, terkungkung di Vila dan menganggur riaa... A__A

sebenarnya sih kita udah ada rencana mau ke Jatim Park geto, tp entah mengapa dibatalkan. saia sih manut-manut saja. jadi, saia bangun pagi dan begitu buka pintu kamar, dengung-dengung karaoke langsung terdengar. what the... ternyata beberapa kecoak (baca : murid imoet) sudah bersemangat memulai hari dengan tes suara. wiww.. steven, as usual dan kathleen udah tarik suara nyanyi2 ngalor ngidul.

setelah itu, kami memulai pagi dengan sarapan nasi campur yg diorder dari luar @10ribu. kurang pedesss, keciwa.

trus tiba-tiba banyak cowok yg njegur ke kolam renang. wew... tentu saja kolam sangat dingin di pagi hari. saia sama sekali tidak tertarik. jadi saia dan beberapa kecoak lain memutuskan pergi ke minimart terdekat saja buat beli air, mengingat persediaan air minum sangat minim di sana dan dispenser di sana juga kosong. dengan meminjam mobil dan sopir si pemilik vila, kami berlima ke Indomart, beli beberapa aqua trus pulang. hari sudah bertambah panas. semakin banyak kecoak yg berenang. dan keisengan dimulai.

para kecoak cowok yg amat menganggur, mulai mendapatkan kesenangan untuk mencebukan kecoak lain ke kolam berisi air dingin tersebut. insiden tersebut memakan banyak korban, termasuk beberapa teman saya dan SAYA sendiri. hiks-hiks...padahal saia tidak bisa berenang. untungnya, thank god, kedalaman kolam hanya 1,5meter.

jadi ringkasan ceritanya, bermula ketika saia sedang duduk-duduk melihat mereka berenang sementara teman saya sedang mengambil handuk untuk berenang pula. banyak kecoak yg naik menuju tempat saya, dan mereka terlihat seperti hendak mengeringkan diri. saya yg lugu ini pun tidak punya firasat apa-apa. tiba-tiba, dengan sangat cepat dan isyarat yg saya sendiri tidak sempat melihat, kecoak-kecoak sadis itu menggotong saia, mengambil hape saia di kantong celana dan kecoak lain melepaskan kacamata saia. saia digotong menuruni tangga menuju kolam renang tanpa perlawanan yg berarti. meski menjerit minta pengampunan, mereka tetap mengayun tubuh saya menghitung sampai 3 sampai akhirnya tubuh saia yg malang dihempaskan ke kolam. DUINGINNNN!! mengingat keterampilan renang saia yg minim, saya sempat minum air kolam. hoekk.. menyusul kemudian, semakin banyak kecoak yg ditenggelamkan dan diceburkan di kolam. gigi saia sampai gemeletuk an dalam sana. andai ayahanda saia tahu.... video segera diupload*

kemudian terjadi sesi foto-foto di kolam renang, berlangsung sangat lama *foto menyusul diupload*

setelah berenang dan membersihkan diri, banyak kecoak yg mendapati dirinya gosong alias belang HAHAHAHA. akibat berenang terlalu lama.

jadi secara keseluruhan kami menghabiskan 1hari di vila seharian penuh. malamnya, saia menonton tanyangan "TAKE HIM OUT INDONESIA", dan mendapati acara itu semakin norak. misalnya ada kontestan yg bernama Maha, dan akhirnya mendapat jodoh pria bernama Eza. well, kebetulan tersebut seperti sebuah kesengajaan yg malah menambah rasa ilfeel.

nonton TV di kamar KingSize

malamnya, kami BBQ-an. udara malam juga sangat dinginnn. diselingi dengan acara foto2 juga di sisi kolam renang hahahah.

sebagian kecoak keluar membeli nasgor seharga 6 ribu rupiah yg notabene sangat menjijikkan rasanya, dan juga membeli kembang api. kira-kira habis 1juta-an. tragis juga, mengingat makanan kami selama 3 hari di sana sangat tidak memenuhi standar sementara kami menghabiskan banyak uang untuk membeli kempang api.

makan sate terus sampek eneg rasanya. mulai sate daging, sate ayam sampe sate sosis dan bakwan. wiww...

setelah kenyang, kami memulai acara kembang api. dan terjadi sedikit insiden di sana. pertamanya kembang api meluncur dengan mulus. kemudian tiba-tiba ada kembang api yg meletus dengan arah ke bawah, seperti bom. ternyata hal tersebut dikarenakan pemasangan tabung yg terbalik wkwkwk... saat meletus berikutnya, kembang api semakin rendah dan rendah,s ehingga kami memutuskan diri untuk melindungi diri di dalam rumah daripada terkena percikannya

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sori kebalik hehehe..

setelah acara kembang api selesai, kami memutuskan untuk istirahat, mengingat besok memerlukan stamina untuk ke Jatim Park dan dilanjutkan pulang ke Soerabaya. Hohohoho..

berlanjut ke Part 3...

desember ceriaaaaaa : BATU ( Part 1)

2009-12-23T09:57:00.005+07:00

Saturday, December 19th 2009

leaving to Batuuu yihaaaaaaaaa..... dengan berbekal duit pas-pasan setelah sebelumnya transper 250ribu buat keperluan 3 hari, 23 kecoak (baca : murid imoet) asal kelas XII A-4 SMA Petra 1 bertolak ke Batu. huahuahuhauhah...
kumpul di McD buat sarapan (untuk kedua kalinya :p), para kecoak siap memulai petualangan di Batu, tepatnya di Vila salah seorang kecoak bernama Hansen.

para kecoak dibagi ke 3 mobil untuk bertolak ke sana.
1. Innova (Sto's) : huahuhauhauhauhah saia ditempatkan di sana
2. Innova (Wong's) : banyak cowo'e puihh
3. Livina (SL's) : kebalikan, banyak cewe'e
4. Preggio (anjem sidoarjo biadab) : sesuai julukannya, mobil paleng tjuaaatjaaaaaaatt sampai2 seng ngusulno pake mobil ini dewe gak mau naik ini (alias melarikan diri a.k.a gak tanggung jawab). bisa dimaklumi, mengingat mobil ini punya AC namun seakan menghirup angin kempes, perawakan yg besar namun tidak fungsional (ban bocor di tengah jalan) dan berbagai kericuhan lain yg menyebabkan saia sendiri bersyukur tidak ditempatkan di sana. fiuhh...

well, and the journey begins! yah, setelah kira2 menempuh perjalanan 2 setengah jam lebih, akhir e sampe juga di vilane Sto. kita para kecoak segera berebut kamar, menghiraukan opini si pemilik dan kemudian berakhir pada cewe menempati 3 kamar dan cowo menempati 1 kamar gede (paling ujung, bagiku angkerrr), semuanya di lantai atas. kami dengan segera menemukan fasilitas karaoke yg TOP, melebihi woof-woof, Nav, koalaoke, Inul Vista dll dsb blabla... nih potonya :
yeah, dengan demikian bisa ditebak para kecoak cowok berkaraoke nonstop dari lagu paling modern sampe paling juadul macam "Welcome to the Hotel California" dengan suara bising nan tak tahu malu, sementara kecoak cewek sibuk di dapur menyiapkan spaghetti dan nusuk i sate buat BBQ hari berikutnya. yah, 3 hari penuh makanan kanker memang...

setelah makan dengan porsi yg menurut saya hanya bisa menahan rasa lapar selama 2 jam, beberapa kecoak berenang di kolam dengan kedalaman 1,5 meter. sementara saia dan beberapa kecoak lain hanya kecipak-kecipak kaki di kolam yg lebih kecil. terjadi banyak affair di sana (dirahasiakan demi nama baik yg bersangkutan).* foto menyusul diupload*

malamnya, semua menuju ke BNS, yg terletak di seberang YWI persis. Tidak mengherankan mengapa sekarang retreat Petra 1 tidak dilaksanakan di YWI lagi. kemacetan menghadang di sekitar kawasan tersebut sehingga kami harus turun dari mobil sebelum mobil diparkir.

banyak mainan2 yg "menggoda" namun karena keterbatasan uang (tiket masuk 10ribu, belum termasuk tiket AeroSpacepermainan yg rata2 10ribu sekali main), saia hanya main di Rumah Hantu dan AeroSpace. Rumah hantu yg seharusnya menakutkan menjadi sebaliknya karena kami, para kecoak yg selalu mementingkan "SOLIDARITAS" (sama sekali bukan bermaksud untuk bersikap sebagai pengecut), memutuskan untuk menunggu 1 sama lain sampai 3 kloter(1 kloter 6-8 kecoak). bisa dibayangkan bahwa rumah hantu bukan menjadi persoalan sekarang khukhukhu. namun, tercatat 2 kecoak melarikan diri ke pintu masuk segera setelah 1 menit berada dalam dungeon.

menyusul setelah rumah hantu, kami mencoba permainan AeroSpace, yg seperti namanya, membuat kepala saia berputar-putar setelah bermain. begitu menakutkannya sampai saia secara tidak sengaja mengucapkan sumpah serapah ketika sedang berada di udara, sekaligus melolong tak tertahankan. itulah permainan kedua sekaligus terakhir yg saya coba, karena setelahnya kepala saia pusing dan perut keroncongan. berikutnya saya ke foodcourt dan melahap dinner di sana sambil menonton pertunjukkan air mancur.

tidak lama setelah itu kami memutuskan untuk pulang karena hari sudah malam dan hampir semua kecoak sudah menggelepar lemas dengan berbagai kondisi: lapar, kebelet eek, pusing dsb.
namun setelah pulang, sate ayam dan kelinci masih menanti kami. hohoho, hari pertama cukup menyenangkan, meskipun saia melewatkan menonton film horor "Paranormal Activities" saat tengah malam. hanya saia dan 1 orang kecoak lainnya yg memutuskan untuk mengistirahatkan mata dan bergelung di kasur. dan kami bersyukur untuk itu.

bersambung ke Part 2 *foto menyusul*

HAMZARI

2009-12-16T11:17:00.003+07:00

and by the way, I haven't announced my hamster's name. here it is, My Gorgeous Hamster,

HAMZARI

teretettettt.....
wuakakaka...
and he's in my house, comfortably sleeps in his "home"...
Being taken care by his own master along with the master's maid, he feels very grateful to be adopted.

that's what Hamzari said in his mind.

gud and bad news

2009-12-16T11:08:00.002+07:00

yeaaaaaa, setelah berminggu-minggu dihantui mimpiburuk akan rai Mr.V, ketakutan akan hasil rapot yg membuat susah makan, susah tidur bahkan pipis..... AKHIRNYAAAAAAAA!!!

AQ LULUS!

AQ LULUSS!

AQQ LULUSSS!!!

wuakakakakka... setelah sekian lama nilai matq nggantol2....akhirnya masih nggantol jg, teman!! masi untung blm terjun bebas.. wkekekekek... dengan begini aq bisa pergi ke Batu dengan tenang..fiuhh..

but... td gak bisa ambil rapot, melihat keindahan nilai matq...syetttttt... wes susah payah nyusup2 ke kelas (gara2 ga pake sragam, jd gak bole masuk mestine)...diliati mb guru2 lg... wali kelasq benar2 kerasss..
hiks2, padahal taktik pengambilan rapot dengan diwakilkan selama ini selalu berhasil looo... ahhh guru laki kok malah juaji seh. ughh!!! pdhl, ms. killer di kelas sebelah malah memperbolehkan rapot diambil kakak muridnya. aaaaaa!!! ohhhh...the world is totally unfairr...

jadi, kesimpulannya, aq dan ceceq pulang dr sekolah, menanggung malu dengan tangan kosong. tanpa hasil. ~

My Beloveddd Bday!! XD

2009-12-14T20:53:00.004+07:00

thx my friendss for the surprises! 2x surprise! hahaha u're the best!! XD
yah meskipun aq dewe udah dkasi tau lek kalian mau dateng sbelum e, tp gpp lah, pura2 gak tau gak ada salah e wkwkwkwk..

tp seng paleng aq gak nyangka, dikasi HAMSTER! hahahha gak kepikiran blass! mamaq ae sampe plongo2 haha.. masa kalian ngira aq takut hamster? hahahah...XD
ini nih poto hamsternya:

agak nggigitan sih, kejam kalian nggak ngasi aq yg jinak wkwkwk...

anyway, ultahq bener2 di luar dugaan. penuh surprise GILAA pastinya rancangan hyenad gendeng iku wkwkwk.. mualu, diliati pegawai mb pengunjung restoran e hahaha, lagian ngitung duit recehnya bener2 memeras tenaga dan waktu wkwkwk, tp mayan lah, chiki balls nya bisa dibawa pas aq pegi ntar hahahaha.
n sorry ya friends...aq sebagai yg punya acara malah dateng telatt waakakakka..mohon dimaklumi.

special thanks to novi, who did my hair style and nadias hyenas, the make up artist "kampoenk" wkwk, and all my friends, thx for coming. nadia, novi, stefi, lady, anita, pat, ika, shanon, wendy, AJ, welly, bugar, jono, nia, fenny ^^

foto2 menyusul, masih diedit sama novi, si ratu"gaoel" serba bisa huakakakaka~

*bener2 unforgettable moment!! TOP!!*

once in my life~

2009-12-06T18:09:00.004+07:00

yeah, only once in my life I could get 7th rank of my ssc's try out! muahahhahahaha. ONCE.
sorry for being "norak". apa boleh buat, cuman skali seumur hidup kayaknya. hahahahah.
saking senengnya, sampe takpotret tuh hasilnya. muahahahaha norak mode on:

huahahhahahahahaahahhhahahhahah~
tapi tentu saja, itu cuman bagian Mat dasar, BI dan Inggris. sedangkan kemampuan IPA?
jatuh bebas sampai peringkat 54 saudara2. hmph. foto tidak diupload wkwkwk.

sick sick sick

2009-12-01T18:04:00.003+07:00

I'm so sick of menstruation. argh.
today, lack of sleep because studying chemistry but I didn't work at it very well. and I felt my back hurts. ugghh, its kinda hard to walk because of the pain. :'(
back home, I was really tired and lying on my bed for a moment. couldn't sleep because of the sickness. so I took two koyo ( I don't know the English name). yes, two. I was too stupid. I have never taken it before so when I looked at that thing, I thought that it wouldn't give any effects if I just put only one on my back. after a moment, I felt the heat of my back. aaaa hot hot hot!!! a little bit sweaty. and my stomach couldn't compromize with my budy. It hurttt a lot. so I ate a many chocolates,hoping that it will reduce the pain.
backache, stomachache, headache (bcoz I haven't studied yet). What's next?????

today's activites

2009-11-30T20:24:00.004+07:00

wew, I lost one of my earrings today, and I just figured it when back home from my maid. aaaa... so I rushed back to my car and crazily look after it. yeah, I was just scared of being scolded by my mom. huhuhu..

but I found nothing. and my maid's face looked very suspicious.
and... she kept it for me. huff. she said that she found it in a trash can inside my room (how come????) but I was relieved at last. god bless my maid.
the same thing happened when I was a junior high school student. I lost the same earring and I figured it in school because my friend said it. I tried to find it near a ditch in my school for maybe I accidentally dropped it there. I remembered my friend, Anita, also helped me. thanks to her. but we found nothing. obviously my mom found it in my shower room. maybe I was too hard shampooing my hair. geez.
anyway it's not important news. sorry.

today I stayed in Nadia's house until 7 p.m for studying chemistry. we planned to study from 1 p.m but suddenly Kung Fu Panda was on the show. oh oh. so we actually began studying at 4 p.m. and, how rare! usually when we are studying together, we chat more than we study. gossip-ing, watching dvd and eating etc. But today, maybe because it's emergency, we managed to study well. final exam means a lot for me. it can upgrade my marks highly. hahaha.
well that's all for today. it's 9 p.m already and I haven't finished studying. blogging sure is addicting. =p see you!

hard journey in PTC

2009-11-29T21:31:00.003+07:00

oh my god I really run out of money. yes, this is always becomes my big problem every month. yeah I'm not good in managing my own finance. argh! and tonight, in the middle of my despair, my big sis dragged me to PTC... really2 unavoidable for me haha. so I went there, without forgetting the fact that I didn't have money at all.

and....the biggest temptation was... ICY BLUE was in a big discount for their Grand Opening! Shiiitttt!!! and it ends today! definitely hard decision to buy it.
the discount was about 10% to 50%. and luckily, I got 30% off. alright, it's better than paying fully, I relaxed myself. but after buying that froyo, I was absolutely poor. I couldn't even afford my own dinner. ha! Guess how much money left in my pocket!

so, I borrow my big sis money (again, as I'm still in debt to her for about 50k rupiahs) to buy me dinner. after that creepy dinner, I was nearly like closed my eyes when we went to dvd store. no purchase again for sure.

the disaster didn't stop here. then we went to hypermart as my mother told us to buy 2 watermelons. however, I was curious at that time because my sis didn't take a trolley to bring that 2 big watermelons to our car in basement. as a result, we must carry on that big round green and bloody heavy watermelons. yes, now I finally know why pregnant mothers always "membusungkan" their bodies. it makes sense.

then we got home safely and sound. Lucky this time.

oh kasur...

2009-11-29T10:28:00.002+07:00

guD mOrnIng 3verYboDy hAgz haGz...:DDDD

sori all, pagi2 dah keluar alayq wkwkwkw..

anyway, di rumahq terjadi keributann.. perdebatan sengit antar anggota keluarga, tentang....KASUR! hell yeah..
critanya, tanggal 3 desember ntar mau ada keluarga dari malay dateng gitu, nah mami ngerasa kasur di kamar tamu udah gak layak pakai geto alias udah terlalu sering dibuat pijet wkwk soo kasur koko jadi korban deh ... jadi tukang papi dateng, mbantui angkat2 kasur laknat itu dari lantai 2. sementara cece2q protes2 krn katanya gak matching banget tuh kasur ditaroh di kamar tamu..

sementara aq? nope. aq gak ngurus hahah. taktinggal makan ae. mau gak matching kek, up to u lah. mami kalo murka serem sih.

yeah, sampai ketika berita ini diturunkan, pertukangan di rumahq masih berlanjut. berbahagialah makhluk wanita. seperti aq, duduk diam di depan komputer di tengah kericuhan tukang2.

stressful

2009-11-28T21:07:00.003+07:00

doh, hari ini ngepostt trozz kerjaan e... sabtu surem y gini ini wkwk. I hav nothing to do. pathetic.

dari td wes mencoba menyibukkan diri, maune sih ngganti template blog ini, ehhhh, gak mampu! wkwk.. susah e jadi wong GAPTEK ya gini ini. hhh... somebody help me please...! @@~

bener2 gak jelas. ndengerin lagu "Lucky" tros kayak wong goblok. trus ndengerin lagu2 Ayodance lama, itung2 nostalgia gitu deh. hiks, kangen berat mb temen2 AD-q.. lama pensi, maklum makin akeh cheaters. tambah bete tiap kali maen...

ahhh trus ngapain ini??? ~~nadia~~ hyena ya sibuk bikin blog e sisan. huuu...

TRY OUT SSC gagalll!!!

2009-11-28T18:39:00.004+07:00

hikss.. bukan pertama kalinya sih wkwkwk.. memang ya, dari jaman ke jaman, fisika dan mat selalu jadi momokq! Oh my gawd. This is too cruellll.. memang, jalan menuju Unair begitu berat huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu....

dan tentu saja pas tryout duduk e seperti biasa dempet abizzz, ancen gak niat tryout kok SSC iku. bikin mangkel ae. tinggal lirik dikit wes ketok kabeh, duodolll!!!! too many cheaters. heran aq. aq y tau lek nilai elek lama2 bisa diturunin ke executive, tapi ya sama ae toh kalo kita nyontek pas tryout gini ntik pas SNMPTN mau jadi apa? huh huh. bener2 bikin emosi. aq ae gak isa yo plongo-plongo wae ~

ini dia ungkapan emosiq, wes gak karu2 an wkwk :
http://hyenadhyepad.blogspot.com/2009/11/die-you-cheaterzzzz-graorr.html

today is sucks :(
the only good thing is me and my friend get back our blog. fiuhh

Emergency

2009-11-28T08:38:00.000+07:00

45 minutes left b'fore going to school..Haa! memang org nekat ya gini ini. namun apa daya, tak sanggup menahan godaan begitu buka PC wkwkwk. pdhl blajarnya blm selesai. oh my god.. ini juga lg nyambi2 baca catatan heredtas untuk kesekian kalinya. buta warna, kriptomeri, plimeri dsb dst huek huekk..=="

dan yg lebih PENTING LAGIIII!!! blogku ilangggg!!! s**t!! blog yg udah kubuat susah2 sama temenq..hiksss ToT.. ga taw kenapa bisa ilang sendiri. mbo lah. still wondering...
ah sudahlah..

ntar siang, di sabtu2 ceria ini, aq malah ada tryout SSC..hux, lengkap sudah penderitaanku.
kayaknya ini gara2 kualat deh, kemarin blajar baru pas jam 9 malem, gara2 tergoda ke PTC makan YOGHURT aaaa... memang racun! racun! *lebay*

waduh udah tinggal 30 menit doang, blm makan, blm mandi, blm selesai blajar! oh no! I'd better end this entry now..

Biology test awaits me...~_~

2009-11-27T12:45:00.001+07:00

decided to make a blog xD~
hmmm still haven't master it yet, hope I'll soon..

today is a veerrryyyy peaceful day. Woke up at 9 am, played "Ayodance" with Novi since I haven't played it for a long time. Bullied by her in every round haha! Keterlaluan, masa aq seng copz gini maen e disamano mbe level e novi...huff... saking emosine, taktinggal nyemil pas maen heheh, abis keki sih!. krn ga tahan, akhir e 2 setengah jam kemudian stop playing. (lama jg sih..)

Ups, banyak di sms arek2 yg tanya kunci jawaban biologi. Jleb! Lsg merasa bersalah krn blm blajar sama skali! hahaha :p well I'm not diligent to be honest. males lah, liburan gini malah blajar dari pagi2 huh. ntar aja klo udah dpt moodnya *I wonder when..*. Parents are on a trip to Kediri, soo I'm left with my bro and 2nd sis in house. my big sis is in outhere in study projects.

hemmm blakangan ini mulai addicted banget sama yoghurt niehh!! kalo nggak pinkmango ya Jcool. ohh, bnr2 racunn. mati aq, -_- kanker abizzz, hiks, bulan baru 4 hari lagi! bersabarlah diriq! ;_;

oke, ini baru jam 2 siang. masihh ada sekitar 10 jam bwt blajar hohooo... nanti2 dehh. time to lunch, guyz! ;D

Big Boom!

people change.

LUCKY 13.12.11

\(!!˚☐˚)/ \(˚☐˚!!)/

Hemato-Immunology System

vacation \(ˆ▿ˆ)/

cheers!

HOLIDAY POST. YAHOOOOO!

closer to freedom

galau.

effort + pray = PERFECT

the storm was over

get me outta this hell or kill me instead.

---2011

2010---

high school friends.

a word to cheer myself.

heartbeat.

a very precious free time \(^o^)/

exams exams exams ...

OSPEK 2 : OMBAK 2010

OSSA CRANII

OSPEK 1 : PRODAMMABA

troublesome

I'm failed.

world cup 2010 : Africa!

weird wish *nevermind*

weird

SNMPTN part 2

MY FREEDOM! FINALLY! XD SNMPTN part 1

SNMPTN FEVER

What's on my mind ?

stressed teenager

Kill me kill me

HOLIDAE POSTING

online shop

Post norak

HIGH SCHOOL NEVER END

Wth

Akhir badai

disaster in my house

insomnia syndrome

Mixed post

we'll miss you, brother. (huakakak)

Should I?

any idea?

mission failed

no mood to learn something

freedom~

spirit of life

sugesti

recent drama

MUAK

hotel management

gyaboooo

too unpredictable

#tributecynthiamantero

in memoriam : Cynthia Mantero

hmmmmmmm

Yummy TURTLES

rules

stressing

K-dramas

E71

films.........

MKKS... worth it or not?

unimportant post

another death

BAD DAY

freakin'

New Year's Resolutions

what great things I have done/posessed in 2009

GUS DUR (RIP : 30 Desember 2009)

LALALA ~

CHRISTMAS TIMEEE XD

3 days in Batu : part 3 (end) <3

3 Days in Batu : Part 2

desember ceriaaaaaa : BATU ( Part 1)

HAMZARI

gud and bad news

weird wish nevermind